My Love is Wrong
Can Only Quit and Pray
The next day...
" lady... Today if you feel unwell, you should not go to the store first. Let Siti handle first. Yes ..." Said the husband when he saw my somewhat pale face.
I looked at my husband and nodded.
Then I called Siti to take the store key to the house first.
I am grateful to have employees like Siti, people are smart, deft and the most important thing is her honesty.
"Pa... Have the kids gone to school?"
"Already Ma... This is Papa just getting back to them. Ni Papa buy chicken porridge 2 servings. We'll have breakfast first yuk..." Take my husband while preparing 2 bowls of chicken porridge.
I didn't leave the room, I had breakfast in the room because my head felt a little dizzy.
" Hmmm. yummy chicken porridge is really good Ma... Habisin... Let Mama fit again." My husband ate his chicken porridge with vigor.
I nodded and smiled. Every once in a while I glanced at her, I was moved to see the way my husband treats me now. He's so considerate.
"Pa... Makeup yes..."
My husband smiled and nodded as he continued his breakfast.
I was trying to finish my breakfast.
I then checked my phone, thank goodness there were 3 orders coming in. Then I saw Pram's contact, the last active Pram when Pram called me yesterday.
I'm thinking more and more. "What's wrong with Pram?"
I'm taking a breath.
Then I looked for drugs and vitamins in my dresser drawer. I drank.
"Ma... Papa take you to the doctor?"
" It doesn't take Pa... My mom was taking medicine and vitamins. Mama's just tired of Pa."
"Yeah, if you're up to tonight Mama hasn't recovered we go to the doctor.."
"Yeah Pa." I put my body in bed again.
"Oh yes Ma... Siti was here and Papa had already thrown her shop keys."
"Yes Pa. Mama's gonna call Siti." I closed my eyes.
My husband kissed my forehead and then went to his study.
I fell asleep, probably because of the drug. But my sleep was only about 1 hour.
I immediately contacted Siti, in order to prepare the order that must be sent today.
I wash my face, then sit on my couch.
"Fra...It's me, Pipin. Pram went to the hospital last night."
I'm appalled. "My Lord, what happened to my man?" My heart screams.
I know very well who Pram is, he won't go to the hospital if he gets a little sick. Means Pram is bad.
I immediately replied to Pipin's message.
" Sir, what pain did Pram get? Why didn't she tell you she was sick????"
I didn't realize my tears were dripping. I wept.
I don't know what to do.
My message has not been read by Pipin.
I wept. I feel bad from yesterday. Even I feel short of breath.
"Did Pram shortness of breath relapse again?" Thought.
I wanted to call Mr. Pipin, but I granted my wish. I need to stay calm.
I wiped my tears, then I prayed for healing for Pram.
Not long in the message from mbak Pipin(from Pram number).
" Last night's pram was really short of breath. So Sabila ma Rahma immediately took her to the hospital. Now Pram is sleeping."
"Mom, can I call?" I'm asking permission.
Pipin called me right away and I accepted.
" Sir, what exactly is Pram sick?"
" Yes when did Pram Pram get Lung inflammation, but it has healed and improved. But 3 days ago Pram got sick again, I thought it was a normal pain. Pram has a fever, but Pram stays at the office. Well yesterday to the doctor again, eeeh had stopped by the office. Home until Pram's house had lemes, immediately fell asleep. Well Pram's malemnya really short of breath. Trus was immediately taken to ER ma Sabila, it turns out that oxygen saturation is low. Directly assisted breathing apparatus, dioxygen. This is Pram can sleep."
There was the sound of Pipin crying.
"Yeah mbak... Ma'am Pipin should be calm... We pray that Pram can be better and healed, God... Cure Pram." I said and I didn't realize I was talking on the phone crying.
"Yeah Ara... Make up.."
"Yeah mbak, later please tell me again Ma'am, how is Pram's condition."
"Yeah Ara.."
Phone terminated. I sat limp. All sorts of feelings and thoughts were playing around in my head.
I can only give up and pray for Pram's recovery.
