My Love is Wrong

Ara made up with Good

"Ara..Who are you coming home this week? " tanya Good.

Today is my turn to go home to my parents. We've already made a home schedule 1 time in a week, and it's in rolling turns.

"I plan to go home with the Chairman, sir" I replied.

"The chairman did not come home today he said there is a business ma pak Kades that can not be postponed. So my turn should be next week advanced today. You go home just like me, "Good offer.

"Oh so, Gus, why is the Chairman not there for me, huh? this is sudden?"

"Yes, didn't you see the notice board? It's where the chairman announces who's coming home today."

"Ooh so yeah... All right, I'll take you, yeah."

"Ready..." Good to give his thumb.

"What time do we leave Gus?"

"We leave at 3pm, okay, okay?"

I nodded and smiled.

"Ar..later we go to kute first, will you?" tanya Good.

"Other times ya Gus. You see, I haven't told the parents at home, I'm afraid they'll worry if I'm late."

"Ooh, okay, next time." Say Good with a smile

Good indeed since the beginning of the introduction already likes ma Ara. Often times it's good to pay attention to Ara. About eating, escorting Ara to take a bath, go to counseling and others. Sometimes during meetings, Bagus often looked at Ara from a distance. This may be called Cilok (Love Location).

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In the afternoon, me and Good were getting ready to go home. Great to bring a motorcycle from home since the beginning of KKN. In order to facilitate the transportation of friends here his intention.

On the road Nice talk more. Good to ask my hobby, favorite food, even Good also ask me what my birth date and zodiac. All our conversations flow.

"Ara.. Do you have a boyfriend?" Suddenly it was good to ask something personal.

I smiled and did not answer.

"Ara, did you hear my question?" Good to repeat the question.

I was still silent, because I was confused as to what to answer. To be honest I like ma Bagus but I still do not know the meaning of my love. Whether because he likes his personality, his attention, love or this is just love location. All of my thoughts collapsed instantly as Bagus suddenly stopped his bike and moved to the side of the road.

"Why stop?" my many.

Good getting off the bike and moving his waist.

" I'm pegel Ar, my waist will be melted down first snapped." Agus continues to do his waist gymnastics activities.

"Ooh yeah Gus." I smiled and got off the bike. I'm just worried because I see the weather is a bit cloudy. " Hmm it's gonna rain, ne"bathinku

It's good to see my worries.

"Why Ar? You look worried."

"The sky looks cloudy Gus, I'm afraid we'll be rained. We hunt further yuk journey," I asked.

Good standing looking at me. "Ar, yes we go home. But you answered my question first."

"Ar.. Why are you silent? Ara... Since the beginning I saw you, I've liked you. Didn't you feel it? Or are you ignoring my feelings? Answer Ar..Please..."

I ventured to see Good.

"Gus, I know you care about me. But I don't know how you really feel. So we're like this I think it's better. Maybe you just like Gus for a second. So yes, just walk normally, until your feelings are absolutely certain. Yeah..."

Agus tried to convince me.

"Ara. If you don't believe me tomorrow, I'll take you to my house. I often tell my mother about you. I'm serious Ar, I love you, baby you."

At the same time the rain began to fall, then we pulled over on the edge of the shop so as not to get wet with rain. There were some bikers there as well.

Then I sat in the long chair of a shop. It's good to sit next to me.

" Now, you put on my jacket" Good to give me the jacket.

I took it and wore it.

"Makasi Gus's..." Inadvertently my eyes met with Nice.a despaired of erratic feelings in my heart. It felt beautiful and rippled making me feel happy.

Good reflexes grasping my fingers. I got more nervous and my heart pounded more and more. I try to control my feelings.

"I love you Ar. "good whispers.

I still don't know how I really feel. But this thumping feeling does it mean that I also like or love ma Bagus? I dissolved with my own feelings and thoughts, while Good kept holding my fingers. Suddenly there was a comfortable feeling...I took a breath, then exhaled slowly. Hmmmmm...

"Fra... I want you to be my girlfriend from now on. You want it..."

I don't know what impulse made me nod. I still control my feelings and my increasingly uncertain heart.

"Makasi Ar's.. I promise not to macem, I promise I'll make you happy." Good aemakin convinced me.

"Gus... I'm afraid of disappointment, and I'm afraid of heartache someday.that's why I don't dare to accept your love. Because I see a lot of girls around you. And I heard from the Goddess a lot of girls like you."

"I don't care about the others, I love you and I love you. All I know is that."

It was good to stand up, and sit crouching in front of me. Good looking into my eyes. And I returned his gaze.

My feelings are getting more and more uncertain. But I soon realized I had to go home. Because I saw the rain was starting to stop.

I stood up and slowly took off Good's grasp.

"Gus, the rain of sudha begins to subside, we walk again yuk..."

Good smile and nod. Then we continued our journey.

Along the way, Nice humming ...

Oh my promise. I won't let go. ho ooo.

Oh my promise I will follow my heart.

A good left hand holds my hand and is placed on his left thigh, while his right hand holds the gas.

I feel happy, I think I have found someone who really loves me and I love him. I'm lulled by sweet promises Good._____________________________________________________________________________________________