My Love is Wrong

First kiss Pram

It did not feel 2 hours had passed, finally the lecture ended my lecturer. Friends have all gone out. Stay alone in the greetings room. I'm still sitting in my college. I thought about what I had done.

"Ooh.I've already expressed love for Pipin. Do I really love him? How do I feel about Ara? Huh.." All sorts of thoughts in my head, and I can't solve them. I closed my face. I am really confused.

Ara's shadow was playing in my eyes. The shadow as Ara laughed while pedaling a bicycle, Ara's smile, Ara's shady gaze, her graceful and motherly nature... "Ara. forgive me," my heart called out to Ara.

"Pram, you don't want to go home yet?" Pipin's voice called me to stop all my thoughts and fears. Pipin.

"Ooh Pin. yaa just wanted to get out of the room ee you first enter," I replied with a smile. I forgot that Pipin was waiting for me to finish college.

Pipin smiled and then took me home.

"Pin, sorry you're tired of waiting for me. Tumben tu pak lecturer full 2 hours lecturer. Usually he explained 1 hour and the rest of the time to stay on task only. Sorry yes..."

"Bak pa-pa Pram, I was waiting for him not long anyway, not felt because there was a cool Agus."

"Oh yes... Now which Agus?" my question as my eyes look for the figure of Agus.

"Good to go home, he just gave your greetings. Oh yes Agus said tonight he wants to go to your boarding house."

"Good to do something about," I asked.

Pipin just shook his head.

Then I took Pipin home. Pipin used to drive me home to the boarding house on his motorcycle.

On the road suddenly drizzle came. But because the location of my boarding house is near so I continue the journey. But the drizzle is not long, about 5 minutes has subsided.

Arriving at the boarding house, Pipin said, "Pram, you go in first yes, I want to stop by the stall first."

I parked Pipin's motorcycle in front of my room terrace. Then I opened the door and went in and put my backpack on, and then I went out again.

Before long Pipin appeared with 2 crackles in his hand.

"You buy what Pin is, "you ask.

"I buy instant noodles, eggs, coffee, tea and Pram sugar.so tomorrow if you go to college in the morning you have breakfast first at home. Let him not empty his stomach, "Pipin answered while putting his groceries on the small table.

I looked at Pipin from outside my room. Pipin has been so good and caring for me. Pipin often meets my basic needs here, and Pipin also always tidying up my room.

After tidying up his groceries, Pipin continued tidying up my room and sweeping. While I waited on the porch while reading a book of poetry. Because my boarding house is full of ornamental plants and there are mango trees so my room feels cool. I don't feel like I'm falling asleep while sitting down to read.

I woke up because Pipin woke me up. My head just feels heavy and painful. I'm holding my head.

"Ooh, my head hurts so much" I said, holding my head.

I walked into the room while holding my head. "Maybe because I got a drizzle earlier," I thought.

"Pram, you take medicine first so that he can recover his headache" Pipin looked for medicine in the drawer of the study table.

I'm nodding. Then Pipin gave a headache medicine and a glass of water. I took the medicine.

"Pin, makasi ya... You care so much about me," I said, holding Pipin's hand as Pipin was about to take my drinking glass.

Pippin just smiled. " I love you Pram..."

Pipin sat on my bedside.

I woke up from my sleep.

Looking into Pipin's eyes, I saw his love and sincerity. Pippin's face was so close. I dared to rub her cheek. There were strange shivers churning. Why do I feel like this, like there's an urge to kiss her.

Pipin closed his eyes. Then I kissed Pipin's forehead. My whole body was shaking, because it was the first time I ever kissed a girl. Pipin closed his eyes.

"Pin, I love you,"

Pipin opened his eyes, "I love you so much Pram, love you so much." Pipin suddenly hugged me

I am increasingly unable to control my feelings.

My heart is racing. I returned Pipin's embrace. I kissed him on the forehead, Pipin hugged me even tighter. My kiss went down into the eye and then into the nose of the pippin bangir. My breath and Pipin's breath met softly. I don't know if I realized suddenly my lips met Pipin's lips. I kissed her softly. My heart rhythm is getting more irregular.

"Pram.I love you Pram." Pipin returned my kiss.

Seconds I realized the mistake I was doing, then I took off my kisses and hugs.

"I'm sorry Pin, "I said as I rubbed my wet lips. I got out of my bed and came out of my room with the door still open.

I feel guilty for what I've done. I sat on the porch of my room. I still manage my irregular breathing.

Soon Pipin came out of the room and sat down beside me. Pipin.

"Pin, once again forgive me, I was just caliph," I said, bowing.

*You're not wrong Pram, I'm wrong. Sorry I'm Pram, "

" We're both Pin khilaf, we shouldn't have done that. Sorry Pin, I want to rest first, you go home first, yes," I asked Pipin.

"Yaa Pram, I'll go home first... You rest first yes, I'll get well Pram," Pipin went to leave my boarding house.