My Love is Wrong

I'm so sorry Ar ...

Since yesterday I've been waiting for a message from Pram, but there's no incoming message from Pram.

I took the medicine the doctor gave me last night.

"Maa... Take the medicine first, just left for the store."

I'm nodding.

"Papa anter ya, because Papa does not want to see mama riding a motorbike in a state of lack of health."

"Yes Pa...Makasi Pa's..."I said listlessly.

Then we went to the store. Arriving at the store, I saw Siti had started tidying up the shop.

" Maa... Papa didn't go in, Papa went straight home because there was an urgent job." My husband and I nodded.

"Thank you Pa, be careful on Pa's path." I said.

I entered the store through the back door.

"For Mom .." Siti said while looking down a little bit on her head.

"For Siti... Thanks Siti, you've cleared the shop." I said with a weak smile.

Siti smiling. "Sama-sama Ma'am... Looks like mom's still not well."

"Yes Siti... Mom's still not fit right. Mother lay in the back room first... Later if there's anything Siti find mom to the room yaa..." I said.

"Good Mom."

I went to my room and lay down. I drank the warm tea provided by Siti then took medicine and slept.

I woke up because Siti woke me up, that there was a call coming in.

" lady... Sorry Mom.. This from earlier mother's phone rings continuously so sorry Siti received. He said from a friend of High School mom, important." Siti woke me up and gave me her phone.

"Ooh yaa Siti, thank you. You can go back to the store..." I said.

"Good Ma'am.... Siti said and walked out of the room.

I saw the name on my phone. It was from Pram. I was relieved, he finally called.

"Pram's... How's it? I'm worried from yesterday that you haven't heard from."

Pram laughs weakly...

"Hmmm how the hell, I just ask you to come back anyway? " I said.

"I keep your mind from yesterday Ar... I don't want you to worry and get sick. That's why I call you early." Pram.

"Pram's... I want to see you...Miss you..."

"Yeah baby... I miss you too..." The word Pram then redirects to a video call.

I saw Pram sitting in a chair near the mini market. There's a bottle of mineral water on Pram's front desk.

"Fra... What are you sick with? I kept thinking of you from yesterday. I wanted to get out of the phone but I kept Rahma so I couldn't call. Sorry I'm so..."

"Nothing Pram...The important thing is you're healthy, I've been seneng Pram I'm afraid anything happens ma you. I'm so worried about Pram... I'm afraid Pram."

"Darling... I love you... Our feelings are the same." Said Pram while looking at me full of affection.

"Yes Pram.... How are you doing now Pram? "

"It's better Ar... Makasi yaa .. You really, the doctor gave me a higher dose of medicine.. So now I've improved, not as short of breath as yesterday..." Said Pram smiling

"Totally Pram? Not breath anymore?" Much

"Yeah baby... I'm better than ever. Yesterday probably because of the influence of drugs, I was very sleepy... The afternoon I woke up, eeh I would not have heard to you Ar... I want to call but I'm not good for my son Rahma. I slept at night. Na this I forced myself out so I could call you. Sorry I'm so..." Prams explained.

"Nothing Pram... I'm happy to see you're healthy and see you're not short of breath anymore. " I said and smiled as I looked at Pram.

"I love you....Ar.hmm.."

"What's Pram?" My toot.

" I'm sorry, I can't take long. I have to get back to the office. "

"Yeah Pramku....Now you have to go home. Don't work yet, take a break... Promise yes..." I said.

Suddenly Pram coughed and coughed again.

"Pram's... You will take the medicine and you must really rest. And drink lots of warm water..."

Pram looked at me and nodded.

"Fra... I want to see you stay healthy. You also take medicine, rest and do not think much... I'm doing fine... I am healthy, my dear... Take care of yourself for me, my dear..."

I'm nodding. Then Pram kissed me on my phone, and I ended the call.