My Love is Wrong

Busying oneself

The next day I went to the store as usual. I feel uninspired and worried. I remember all of Pram's messages last night. I wanted to cry shedding my sadness and fear but I tried to endure it.

"Ma... What was? Looks like Mama's not fit anymore." Husband says.

I let out a breath....

" Mama's okay Pa. Maybe it's a pa's slobbery."

"If it is no longer fit should Mama rest at home. Let's go back home."

I'm shaking.

"Mama go down first Pa..." I said when our car arrived in front of the store.

Misterngangguk.

"Later if Mama wants to come home, call Papa yaa.... Papa's not going anywhere today. Papa's at home."

"Yes Pa... Thanks." Thanks."

I greeted Siti with a smile and the shop was tidy.

I smile.

"Siti... Thanks ya...Help me run this shop well. Happy mom...." I said when Siti was greeting me.

"Siti is also happy to work here Mom... Mother's composition has been good all this time ma Siti. I taught Siti to work."

I smile....

" Yeah already.... I want to see and check the orders you did yesterday."

Then Siti offered 5 packages that already contained the ordered goods. I checked it, then after everything was done I asked Siti to pack neatly.

"Thank God, it's all done for Siti. Neat packing yes, and please address it not to be mistaken."

"Good Mom."

"Siti... I'll go to the room first..."

I walked into the room. Rebahan.

I'm thinking about Pram. Since last night I kept thinking about Pram.

I don't feel my tears wanting to drip. I can do nothing my Lord. I can only wait. Waiting for Pram.

Can anyone feel my anxiety?

I hope Pram will get well soon. But the words he wrote in his chat yesterday really scared me and worried.

I opened my social media. I typed Pram's name hoping I'd get some news that would calm me down.

But I found nothing. Pram didn't make any status. I'm getting worried. I wanted to write a message to ask her how she was doing, but I was afraid that things would corner Pram.

I let out my breath...

"Mom... Siti went to the shipping expedition for a while, ma'am... Because this is asking to be sent immediately." Siti said that surprised me.

I'm nodding.

"Tokonya Siti close first or leave it open Mom?" Ask Siti

" Please close it .. Mom wants a break.... Hmmmm but not Siti. Let me take care of the shop. You walk, be careful on the road..." I said smabil smiled.

Siti then left the store.

I tried to entertain myself by looking for a busy time in the store. I uploaded some photos of the new stuff in the reseller group. Then I uploaded it on social media that I had.

For a while I was busy with my online activities. Although I sell not the maximum, but only to distract my mind.

Not long after she returned to the store again.

"You're back, Siti." I said.

"Yeah Ma'am... It just so happened not rame the office expedinya ma'am, so it can be finished quickly, no need to queue." Siti.

"Thank God..."I said.

"Mom is healthier?"

"Iyaa is already more prolific Siti. This is Mom trying to work. Smoga is really good." I said.

"Yes Ma'am..."

Then Siti and I got late in the shop work. I occasionally look at my phone, see who knows if there's a message from Pram. But nothing, I have to swallow the disappointment.