My Love is Wrong

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Doctors and nurses came into the room and took immediate action on my husband.

I don't understand what the Doctor and the Nurse are doing, which I know they're trying to save my husband

I cried and begged God for my husband's recovery. "Save my husband Lord" I prayed.

Rahma and Joseph came straight to me.

" Why Mom?" Ask Rahma while crying.

I hugged my two children.

"Son, pray for your father to pass his critical period. We can only pray, dear..." I said and tried to calm Rahma and Joseph.

"Mom, Joseph was afraid of Ma'am..." KatabYusuf and hugged me tightly.

I tried to smile, "Pray Son. Well yeah..."

Yusuf nodded.

" Rahma, which Sabila's brother? "

" Sabila again take care of the delivery of the expedition Bu. But Sabila said she was going straight to the hospital after the expedition."Rahma explained.

"Yes ..."

We watched the doctor and the nurse from behind the door. And not long after the doctor came out.

I approached the doctor.

" Doctor, how is my husband?"

The doctor smiled. " We just pray, Mom. Mother prayed a lot so that Pram could pass the critical period. Yes, Mom."

"Yes, Doctor, thank you."

Then the doctor and nurse left us. Me and the kids went straight in to see my husband who seemed to be sleeping.

"Pa... This is Ma Yusuf coming. Fight Pa, for us Pa." I kissed my husband's hand.

Rahma kissed the hand of her other father while Joseph spied her feet.

"Why Mom?"

" It's okay, son. Papa's getting some rest. You sit here, son." I said and asked Sabila to sit in my place.

Sabila sat down.

Maybe because I was tired, I ended up falling asleep. And I dream Pram invites me to walk on a road that feels cool and beautiful scenery. But Pram suddenly walked quickly and left me. I tried to chase him but I couldn't catch up.

When I was exhausted, suddenly Pram my husband appeared and said. " Look after the kids, Mom, I'm sorry Papa." Pram immediately went further and I shouted to him. "Pram's...Prams..." But Pram just keeps passing.

I woke up and cried. I realized it was just a dream. I immediately hugged my husband and kissed his forehead and whispered." Pa, don't leave mom."

At about the same time my husband suddenly had his heart rate weakened, heard from a device attached to his body.

I asked Sabila to take a nun while Rahma and Yusuf started crying and screaming for her Papa.

I kissed my husband's hand. My feelings are starting to get bad. "My Lord, strengthen me please heal my husband."

Two sisters came into the room and asked me to wait outside.

"Mom, the doctor's coming soon. I pray, yes." Said a nurse. And I nodded.

The doctor came with a nurse, they went straight to my husband's room while me and my children waited outside.

A few minutes later, the doctor came out. And approaching me.

"Mom, sorry. God wants something else. Mr. Pram left us. The strong one, Mom.." I feel staggering. I limp directly held Sabila and Rahma.

Then the doctor and nurse passed.

My children were crying and screaming for her Papa. My children and I entered the room and cried for my husband.

A cry of grief and loss enveloped my husband's room. I feel so sad and so lost. I wept.

Seeing my children crying, I realized I had to be strong. I have to be strong for my children.

"That's my children... Papa is now calm, no longer in pain. We have to let Papa go, son."

My children are still screaming crying while calling her Papa.