My Love is Wrong

Just wanted to see you happy Ar....

After finishing breakfast, I went to my room. Today is a holiday so I don't go to the store.

I promised I'd call Pram yesterday. But I tried to send a message first.

" Father..."

Pram read my message right away. And Pram called me right away, I got his phone call.

" fra... Are you healthy Ar?" Ask Pram.

" Yes Pram, I'm healthier than ever. Just still lemes a little, maybe want a recovery Pram. How are you doing Pram yourself?"

"I'm healthy Ar... Why didn't you reply to my message from yesterday? I was wrong?"

"There's nothing Pram. It's just that I'm fucked up." My answer.

"Why you, baby?"

"Have Pram, I don't want to burden you with all my problems. I ..."

I'm not done talking yet, Pram cut it right away.

"Norra... Terrorize me! I love you, I want you to be happy. I never cared about myself. I've told you many times, I just want to see you happy Ar, even though maybe I can't have you. That doesn't matter to me!"

"Yeah Pram... But I feel sorry for you. You have too many problems, I don't want to burden you anymore with my problems." I wept.

"My dear... What's up hmm? Tell me. Who knows that could make you looser."

I'm still crying.

"b... Stop crying first..."

I wiped my tears.

"Pram's... My husband's getting married again, tomorrow's the plan."

"What??? Who is really Ar? How is your husband!!! I told him to take care of you, to make you happy, why would he marry again now? Huh!!! Not really. I'll call your husband, I can't accept he hurt you!"

"Pram listen to me first, please listen to my story. Please..."

"I don't like Ara! I'm serious."

"Yeah... But first my story. Pram. I can't serve my husband, maybe I'm sick or I don't know. To be clear, I cannot serve her as a wife. You know what I mean, right..."

"Na because of my weakness, my husband wants to get married again. And I agreed to it. "

Pram switched to a video call and I received.

Pram looks at me softly.

"Fra... You have a weakness does not mean you have to agree to your husband's desire to get married again. You can reject it. At least you can get treatment first. It's not that your husband keeps deciding to get married again. Whatisit??? Hmmm...."

"Pram, stop... I'm resigned to my circumstances. I agree with Pram."

"It can't be like that. I talked to your husband to take good care of you, if he wants to get married again I really don't take Ar."

I looked at Pram who looked angry.

"Ara. let me talk to your husband."

"Don't Pram. You really do love me... "

Pram nodded. "Love you very much Ara..."

"Pram, if you really love me, please don't call my husband. Yesterday night he apologized and would cancel his intention to marry Lily because my husband could not imagine the anger of my children if he remarried. "

"Oooh so she's already planning to cancel her wedding. Good then. Means your husband is afraid of being bullied by the kids..."

"Yes Pram. The plan was this morning my husband went to Lily's house his future wife. Smoga is Pram's best road. Doain yes...." I said.

"Yeah Ar.... I'm sure everything will be fine. You are calm now...You've just healed so don't have much to mind."

I'm nodding.

"Pram..."

Pram nodded and smiled then kissed my forehead.

I feel more tense now...

"Fra... Be patient with your situation now... I'll always be there for you, slalu with you..."

I'm nodding.

" I just want to see you happy. That's just Ar.... No one can understand my love for you... I really love you."