My Love is Wrong

That's all I asked, Pram....

Video calls are still going on.

" Prim... How is Pipin's condition?" My toot.

"Pipin I've been discharged from Ar's hospital ."

"Who's out? Is the day really healthy?"My toot.

"It's better Ar ... Pipin outpatient Ar. I'm afraid now here again the severe outbreak of this virus Ar. So I decided to bring Pipin home, I don't want the kids to be exposed because they go back and forth to the hospital."

"Ooh... Yes yes.. It seems like it was the right decision Pram." I said

I saw Pram having a hard time dancing jafas.

"Darling... The breath is tight, huh?" I'm anxious.

"Not too dear... I love you..." Said Pram smiling and looking at me.

My feelings were very unsettled, worried but I was helpless. I wept.

"My dear, my love... Remove your tears. I know you're strong, I'll be by your side. Forever..."

The tangisk is getting worse.

"My dear... Remove your tears, pray for me.... Everything is arranged by God... You don't worry.. You must believe in God's word. Let's wipe your tears. Ntar is beautiful, ayooo already do not cry." Said Pram smiling.

"Pram's... You love me, don't you?" My toot.

"Yeah baby... I love you and I love you very much. And if I may be honest.... Please listen to me Ara... I'd be honest with you." Said Pram while breathing.

I looked at Pram's face, I was really anxious and worried. I'm afraid of God. That feeling of fear is in my heart.

"Ara darling...Listen to me yaa...I loved and loved you from the first time I knew you until now, nothing less than the time that separated me from you in a very long time. Even now, honestly, baby, I love you more than my wife. But I'm not Ar's son of a bitch, who would abandon my wife's child for my love for you. And I don't want to destroy the happiness of your children and your husband. That's why I resigned and submitted to God's destiny....Until God allows me to have you. It's my destiny Ar....Our destiny is Ara..." Said Pram with teary eyes.

I nodded my mark I understood and understood. I know and know who Pram is.

Pram looked at me while occasionally trying to catch his breath.

"I love you Ara... Makasi wants to understand me."

"Yeah Pram." I said while looking at Pram full of anxiety.

" fra... You know what I want?" Pram.

I shook my head slowly.

"Fuck.... I want to be with you, I want you to be mine...That's my wish since we met again. But I realized that my desire was selfish. That's why I can only hope and pray that God will allow me to have you and make you happy before God calls me. " Said Pram, his eyes kept looking at me.

"Pram..." I said and my tears were dripping again.

"Ara darling.... Please understand my words, dear.... Now remove your tears. Trust me I love you and will stay with you."

I nodded and finally looked down.

"I love you Pram..." I said while wiping my tears.

"Fra... There's nothing happier for me than our reunion here Ara... God grant my wish and prayer to see you again, after decades of separation I don't know how you are."

Pram spoke while occasionally taking in his breath which was like tightness.

"Pram.... I am happy with our meeting. Now if you really love me, be strong for me, be passionate for me, be sure that you will be healed. Happy as you promised. That's all I'm asking you for, Pram." I looked at Pram with a pleading gaze.

"Yeah baby....Doain I am..." Pram.

"Yeah... I am praying for you. Always darling.... Now you go home first, rest and go to the doctor again...Promise ya Pram."

"Yes, baby..." Said Pram and kissed me on the phone.

Then Pram pampered and the videopun call ended.