My Love is Wrong

Yes Dear.......

ARA

"Ma ...Wake Ma... It's noon ne Ma..." My husband said he woke me up.

"Hmmm... What time is it Pa?" I asked while rubbing my eyes that still felt heavy to open.

" Am and a half 6 am Ma. Mama why? Dizziness huh? "

I'm just picking.

"Kalo Mama dizzy, ya sleep first by now, later at 6 Papa wake up again." My husband said, kneading my head after smearing eucalyptus oil.

I shut up for a moment, and then tried to sit down.

"Mama's okay Pa... Mama take a shower first let the body seger," I said as I moved into the bathroom.

I took a warm bath, and about 10 minutes I finished my bath.

I came out of the bathroom, and asked my husband to help me wake up the children. But my kids are all awake.

Then I prepared breakfast for my little family. After breakfast, we ate together.

"Pa.. can you please Papa who took the kids to school today? You don't feel well, Pa." I said to ask my husband for help.

My husband nodded and continued his breakfast. I have no appetite for breakfast.

After breakfast, the kids are ready to go to school. My children say goodbye and love me, and I kiss my husband's hand.

Stay alone in my room. I felt like my head was a bit dizzy, so I took my medicine and then I sat on the back of my bed.

I intend not to go to the store because my head is still not comfortable. I took my phone and I called Siti. I asked Siti to open a shop and prepare the orders that must be sent today. Thank goodness Siti.

It was not long before Siti came to the house and took the keys to the store. I gave the order to Siti. After Siti noticed, then Siti headed to the store.

I'm back lying in bed. I took my phone. Last time I called Siti I saw a notification of incoming messages from Pram, like Pram sent it in the morning.

I opened Pram's message, which I thought was a poem

 

Where you been all this time?

The angel who's 'me later

Why are we found now?

Sorry has no meaning

Because everything happened

Now you have undergone

The rest of his life with him

Maybe it's my fault I missed you

'Not looking for you with all my heart, I'm sorry

It was my fault I missed you

Until you're with the others, I'm sorry

If it repeats

You're not going to pass

My whole heart is looking for

Even though I'm late

You're still the greatest

Seeing you, hearing you

You're the greatest

I read the message over and over again, and my tears were unceasingly falling down.

Now I know that it turns out my feelings for Pram did not clap one hand. It turns out that Pram loves me too. Why everything should be revealed now. After all these years and after each of us had a family.

I didn't answer Pram's message, and then I chose to rest. Calm my mind.

Just now I will close my eyes, my phone reads there is a notification of incoming messages, 2times. But I ignored it.

And I'm trying to get some sleep. But still can't. I finally woke up, and made a sweet cup of warm tea. Then I went back to the room.

My phone rings with an incoming call. Ignored him. But my phone rang again, I finally got my phone. I saw 4 incoming messages from Pram and 3 times the call from Pram.

I sighed and opened Pram's message.

"For Ara..."

"Ara what?"

"fr.. You make me worry. You why Ar."

"If there's any of my words that you don't like I beg you to forgive me."

I looked back at her position online. And Pram called again. And I also accept it.

"Fra... You why? I sent you a message but you didn't open it. I got worried. You mean??"

I was still silent, because my head was still not comfortable. I read Pram's message, but I didn't reply because my head was still dizzy.

My phone rings, and I see Pram calling.

I got his phone call.

"Fra... Why are you Ar?"

"I'm fine Pram, just like my vertigo is crumpled. "

"Have you had breakfast Ar?"

"It was Pram, I forced breakfast a little."

"Why, what's the problem with vertigo?" Ask Pram again on the phone.

"Do not know Pram... " I said on the phone, breathing.

"Ar... have you taken your medicine?" Pram said on the phone in an anxious voice.

"I'm okay Pram. You don't have to worry. I slept first....Yes Pram..."

"Yes dear..."

I was shocked to hear Pram call me with the word darling.

"Ooh sorry Ara.. Sorry me... You rest first."

Pram then turns off the phone.

I am still shocked by the words of Pram who said he loved me. To be honest, my heart trembled, there was a soft and beautiful vibe that suddenly permeated my soul and heart.