My Love is Wrong

Never Tired of Loving Me

Hearing Ara's wishes and dreams made me realize that I might not be able to make her happy and realize all her dreams.

"Pram's... Why not answer me?" said Ara.

"Darling... I love you Ar... But I'm sorry, because maybe I can't make all your dreams come true. I'm a failed Ar. I always fail. It's just kind of improved my family's economy, but I don't know tomorrow. I don't know." I said lirih.

"My dear... That's what speaking is. I once asked you to be rich. I don't like it when you talk like that. I love you, love you and care so much about you. I want to be with me, you get more excited and more confident that you will succeed. I want me to be your encouragement." Said Ara.

I looked at Ara. I saw how excited Ara was to encourage me. I smile.

"Yes my darling... Ara..."I was surprised to see Ara. I'm happy to see Ara love me in her way.

"Yes Pram..." Ara smiled and looked at me.

"I love you... Don't ever get tired of loving me..." I pecked Ara's forehead through my phone.

My aura is smiling.

I have always been happy near Ara. I also love and love my wife and I am happy with my wife with all her flaws and advantages.

But my affection and love for Ara was before Pipin. And I love Ara very much. Even I was so selfish, I wanted to have Ara completely.

"Pram...." Ara called me and broke all my thoughts.

I smile. " Yeah baby...What's up, Ar?"

"What do you think? "Ask Ara.

"I love you Ar. Sayaaaang.... You?"

Ara looked at. "I'm also Pram ... I love your ma. I love you... Forever..."

Suddenly Mr. Amin called me. I was shocked and nervous because I got caught again video calling with Ara.

"Waduuuh turned out to be sought again here, again kangen-kenan... " Said Mr. Amin while laughing ledekin me.

"Hmmm not sir." I replied with a frown and played my lips.

"Call ma who is Pak Pram. Ma mbak Ara Ya... "Said Mr. Amin.

"Yes Sir. It's reported." Answer's short.

"Pak Pram's... Can I say no?" Said Mr. Amin.

I give the signal can be with my shoulder.

"This is Mr. Pram... I was honestly amazed by Mr. Pram's love for Mbak Ara. Just this relationship is quite dangerous for Pak Pram and Mbak Ara. But I'm dealing with you two, with the love of you two. I saw how dear Mr. Pram and love ma mbak Ara, and vice versa how dear Ara and love ma Pak Pram. That is the love of sir... Love is the most beautiful gift from God that we cannot know when it comes and goes." Mr. Amin said and sat down next to me while smoking his cigarette.

Then a pack of cigarettes was handed to me, and I took one. I burned it and then sucked it.

"Yes that's how sir. I'm actually confused by this situation, too. But I never thought of anything. When yesterday caught by my wife, I tried to forget my race to Ara, but I really could not. The more I lose that feeling, the more I get tormented. I know I was wrong. But yah... I don't know how harilus."

" Ara was so, often felt guilty but yes, Ara could not shake the feeling... Finally we came to the point of living all that the Lord has outlined. We follow the God-given path and pray that everything will be beautiful in the end."

Mr. Amin Hajya nodded and then patted my shoulder.

Then we both discussed other things on different topics.

When the time comes

I want you to be my wife

Walk with you in the heat and rain

Run around and laugh

When we parted, it arrived

Let me take care of you

Both enjoy a hug at the end of time

Please be with me