My Love is Wrong

Feel my love with your heart

Somehow I don't feel like reading Ara's message saying "What's wrong Pram?"

I feel Ara doesn't want news from me, I feel Ara doesn't want to talk to me. There was a sense of disappointment, but I realized what I meant, a failure that was not worthy to love Ara.

"Pram's... Why is diem anyway? You're healthy, right?" Ask Ara.

"Hmmm... I'm healthy Ar... You're healthy, right?" My toot.

"Yeah I'm healthy, it's getting better Pram."

"Thank God you're healthy." Answer's short.

"Pram..."

I just kept quiet, I'm still fixing my heart.

Ara diverts to the video call, and I give it away.

"Pram's... Wh why? Any issues?" Ask Ara.

I just looked at Ara's face, the one I love and love. "I love you Ara..." My inner.

"Pram's... How not to answer... I was wrong about Pram?" Ask Ara again.

I just shook my head.

"Pram's... If I'm wrong, please don't put me up like this. Reprimand me if I'm wrong Pram."

I took a deep breath.

"b... I want to ask you, and please answer honestly." I said.

"You ask me what Pram is..."

" Why is that anyway... You know how I feel about you. Pram, we're not little kids or snot teenagers anymore. I don't have to say that I love you, I love you. You feel it enough, feel my feelings. But I'm aware of our situation, so there are limits that we have to keep." Said Ara.

"Yeah Ar... Sorry me..."

Then we were both quiet for a while.

"b... Sorry I am... It was actually when you answered my message saying "What's wrong" I felt you didn't want my message. You don't want to know from me. You don't miss me."

Ara cut my talk.

" Oooh that... Sorry I am... I didn't mean it that way, honey...If indeed I don't care what you want, there's no way I'll call right away, and then go to the video call. That's because I love you Pram, I miss you Pram."

"I don't feel worthy Ar...I'm a failed man who can't possibly make you happy, I don't deserve Ar. Maafin rasaku Ar... Sorry for this love..." Said Pram while looking down.

"Hmmm, start now... Pram, you're friday again... Please don't feel like it, I don't like it, I really don't like it. I love you, I love you and you know it!!! Feel my love with your heart Pram... I'm wrong, doesn't mean I don't care about you. Understand that there are words that you don't like. Please do not consider yourself a failure. This is how you talk like that repeatedly. I want my Pram to be upbeat, always optimistic. Please.luck...." Said Ara.

"Yeah Ar... Sorry me... Don't be angry, dong... How are you angry?" I said while looking at Ara.

Ara looked at me sharply.

"I'm not angry Pram. I love your ma. So now promise me, won't tell me you're a failure, I want you too dear spirit... I'll be waiting for you. I love you..."

"I love you Ara.... Wait for me yaa... I promise Ar, I will no longer feel as a failure, I will be enthusiastic and optimistic about our efforts Ar... Sorry I am... I'm just afraid of losing you." I said.

Ara smile. " I love you Pram..."

I kissed Ara's forehead from my phone. Then I told Ara about the development of the business that increasingly showed progress. Ara listened to my story with passion.

"Love can only be seen with the heart, not with the eyes"