My Love is Wrong

Photo of Pram and Edelweiss flowers

Before Magrib, I was home, so I wasn't angry. Vishnu immediately returned home.

I can't wait to open the envelope Pram gave me. It turned out to be a photo of Pram standing near a tree. I smiled at the photo of Pram. There was a strange vibe in my heart, beautiful and happy.

I actually like Ma Pram, but I don't know for sure what the real feeling is. In class I often accidentally meet with Pram. And I know that if Pram is sometimes my attention, it's just sometimes unclear what his attention means.

I kissed a little bunch of edelweiss flowers that Pram gave me. I'm still looking at Pram's photos. I accidentally flipped over the photo, it turned out that there was writing behind it..

It's writing" for you Ara... The person I admire. Well..I can only be amazed.. The writing was intentionally funny, he he..."

I wonder in my heart"What does this Pram writing mean?" I looked at the photo of Pram again, and I read over and over again the writing behind the photo. Due to exhaustion, I fell asleep while holding photos and edelweiss flowers.

At midnight I woke up. I get out of bed. I took a picture of Pram and I kept it in my diary. While the edelweiss flowers I put in a small pot that has my study table.

Then I went to sleep again because I was still sleepy.

PREMATURE

This morning I was getting ready to go to Malang to continue my studies there as my parents requested.

I left to be escorted by my papa on a boat.

I feel happy because I will pursue my ideals, but there is sadness because I have to part with Ara. I won't be seeing Ara again for a long time.

But I feel quite satisfied and happy to have given my photo and the edelweiss flower to Ara. I hope Ara likes it. And Ara can get to me.

Smoga Ara could feel my feelings all along. The edelweiss flower I accidentally picked from the mountain when I went to climb Mount X . I did intend to give it to Ara .

The edelweiss flower is the symbol of eternal love. That's how I felt my love for Ara.

"Ara.. I really admire you..," my inner self. I regret that I was too cowardly to express my feelings to my beloved girl.

Along the way on the ship, my mind was filled with the shadows of Ara. How about when chatting with Ara, Ara who was always smiling. Ara's motherly and gentle face. I pray that Araku will be fine..

I encouraged myself. I have to go to college, so I can achieve all my dreams and ideals. I hope that one day God will bring me and Ara together in a sacred bond. " maybe.." I hope.

But the question arises in my heart," Will Ara accept me? Will Ara also have the same feelings as me?"

There's regret in my heart, "Why don't I dare to express my feelings."

I sat down with regret. I should have dared to state it, the matter of Ara would accept or reject me was no problem.

"Ahh come, if the soul mate will not go where. I'll follow where the wind will blow me," my inner self.