My Love is Wrong

Started to have problems

Days change, weeks change...

It didn't feel like it was almost 1 month, Aldi had been with me since his birth.

Various feelings become one, tired of having to stay up every night and happy when you see the laughter and smile Al.

I was in the room holding Aldi while humming. I am happy to be a mother who can shed all my love and attention to my baby.

Suddenly I heard the sound of the door. "It looks like Ana's voice," my inner.

Then I opened the door for Ana.

Since I gave birth, Ana comes to my house every morning and the night is just delivered home to my husband. In the afternoon, my mother and father-in-law came to see me and Afif came after noon from school. While Ria is my husband's sister, she has been living with me since my husband contracted for a bigger house.

I let out a breath. I've started to feel uncomfortable with things that have always been like this. Sometimes I just need time alone with my little family. But in fact, I cannot refuse.

Not to mention that sometimes Ana and Ria bring their friends home. My house became crowded.

"Sister.. Where's Dedek Al? "Ana asked me.

"Ooh Al is sleeping again, just let brother down from the sibling." I said.

"Ooh yes brother.Then, Ana watch tv first... He said as he headed to the TV and turned it on.

And I went to my room, and then I rebuked Ana.

"An, can you please turn down the volume of the TV? so that Al's sleep is not disturbed." I said with a smile.

Ana shrinks the volume of the TV.

In room , I breathed. I looked at Al's clean white face..." Al.. dear mom Al yaa.. Healthy slalu yaa darling..." I said, rubbing his head and kissing him.

Suddenly my HP rang, and I saw my husband's name on his call. My husband Muhlas bought me a cell phone so I could call him if there was anything.

"Yes bang..." I received a call from my husband.

"How dedek Al... Healthy right?? no more fuss Deck?"

"Thank God Dedek Al was not fussy anymore bang, now again booby. The weight is so strong."

"Ooh thank goodness... I was worried about you two. Now get some rest too, get some sleep... "

"Yes bang.... Adek wants to sleep first.yes..."

Because last night I stayed up, I got really sleepy and I ended up falling asleep.

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PREMATURE

I am getting excited about my current job. I hope that everything I plan and hope for can be fulfilled.

My days pass with great enthusiasm. I realized that I was now a father, responsible for all the needs of my children and my wife.

To ease my work, I bought a cell phone. And I also bought Pipin a mobile phone, although used but at least still can be used.

On the way, my phone rang, I then left my bike and looked for a shady place.

I saw my HP, my wife called me and then I accepted it.

"iyaa mom... What's up?"

"Pa... You can go home sooner.. Sabila asked to buy a picture book of ne."

"Where is Sabila... Papa would say..."

Pipin gave his HP to Sabila.

"Pa... Papa tepetan puyang... Tabila mo beyi butu gambay. Tabilla's gambay has run out, Pa..."

Hearing my son's voice, my spirit increased for effort.

"Yes dear Papa... Later Papa came home more flat.. We go for a walk and we buy a picture book, baby..."

"Horeeee Tabila later tole mo jayan-jayan ma Papa.. Buk... Papa puyanh tepet...Tabila mo invited jayan-jayan ma Papa ..." Sabila gave her HP to her mother.

"Pa... Don't forget it again.. Sabila's Kasian." Pippin reminded.

"Yes ma'am, I'll take care of you." I then ended the call.

Because I was busy working, I sometimes hardly had time to keep my son and wife out. But this is a choice, because it is an impossible situation.

I will keep my promise to go home early. I then continued my work.