My Love is Wrong

Pram Explanation

I rushed home. Because the distance between the house and the shop was not far, so in less than 15 minutes I had arrived home.

When I got home, my husband greeted me.

"Ma...Kok tumben up to the house at seginian.Many yaa shopping." Husband says.

"No Pa... I and Siti took care of Pa's package, and didn't realize it was almost dark."I said a little lie.

My husband nodded while looking at me and smiling.

"Pa, I take a shower.. My body feels all rubbery." I said as I walked into the bathroom.

"Why help with the shower?" My husband teased me.

I just laughed. Then I continued the shower.

Not long after I had finished my shower.

"Hmmm my wife's beauty is now fragrant. Here comes Papa's deket."

I just smiled and said, '" Pa... Mama will prepare for dinner first. Mama's going to the kitchen first." I kissed my husband's cheek

"Yes Ma..."

I'm preparing dinner, this time no one's helping. Because I saw that Azka was busy working on her PR.

Not long after dinner was ready, and we had dinner together.

After dinner, everyone went back to their activities.

I was sitting in my room, checking my phone, who knows if an order came in. While my husband was in his study, he was continuing his unfinished work.

Then I sent some of my sales photos to Pram to get promoted.

And it turns out that Pram is online again, and immediately replies to my message by sending a sticker.

Then we sent and replied to each other.

"Mom..."

"Yes Pram.."

"I want to see the photo I gave you. Is it really still in Ar?"

"Yes Pram. I don't believe ya. Ntar Ara photo..."

Then I looked for the photo that Pram used to keep. I saved it in a photo album of memories."This is what I'm looking for." Bathinku after I found Pram's photo.

I looked at the photo, her eyes were so sad. Then I re-photo Pram, and I send it to Pram.

I see Pram still online.

"Well, here's a photo of who ayooo is..."

Pram immediately opened my message, but Pram did not immediately reply to my message.

"Pram..." I sent a message again and was immediately opened and replied by Pram.

"Yeah Ar...Thanks ya..I didn't think you'd still keep it."

"Yes Pram. To be a memento.'

"This is Ar's destiny...I'm so happy that God brought me together with you even when we were both old."

I was silent, my tears were dripping. But I try to control my feelings. I don't want my husband to see me cry.

"b... Wh why? Why don't you reply to my chat.?

"That..."

"Pram's...Why are you coming now. Where have you been all this time?" I sent the emoticons crying.

"I'm sorry Ara..Sorry me..."

"Fra... Can I tell you a little?"

"Yaa Pram, story by now ." And I also sent crying emoticons.

"b... At that time I liked someone, but my attitude and attention never reciprocated. People I care about seem to think I'm just an ordinary friend."

"In addition I have nothing, I'm not a person, so it makes me less confident to express my feelings to the people I care about."

"And honestly Ar, I used to date SMP ma someone named Beautiful, yes indeed love monkeys. But not yet finished Junior High ee Indah left me, married. At that time I really did not expect, yes even though it was love monkey but it made me more insecure."

"When I went to High School, I was getting less and less confident. Because it turns out that in one class, I'm the lowest ranked among my children."

I opened the message from Pram.

"I admit, I often talk and chat with women in class, but I do it because I want to get the attention of people I care about. But baby, my loved ones don't budge, keep quiet and sit in their place and keep busy with the doodles."

"Ar.. Until the moment we're going to class breakup, I purposely invite my alley to go for a search and photos. And I invited him, because I wanted his attention."

" But again I didn't get his attention. I saw him stay still in his place and didn't pay any more attention to me."

" Until finally the time of separation is getting closer, I will continue my studies outside the area. I ventured to give 1 photo and a few stalks of edelweiss flowers. Only until then will my courage Ar."

"That's me, I'm weak in front of my loved ones."

I took a deep breath..."Why is it only now that everything is revealed, after a long time I waited for him." I said in my heart.

"Fra... Why are you silent. I'm sorry, I don't expect you to understand, seeing someone I love happy is enough for me."

"Pram..."

"Yeah Ara..."

"You know, how I used to expect newspapers and news from someone I thought liked me. I read over and over again the writing behind the photo, and I looked at the photo and the edelweiss flower in the hope that tomorrow there will be a letter for me that gives the continuation of my intention to be given photos and flowers. The edelweiss flower is the symbol of true love."

"A day, a week, a month or even a year I don't get word from people I think love me."

"I finally came to the thought, maybe this is meaningless. Maybe this is just a memento because it will separate continuing studies."

"But at that time I asked in my heart, if the photo and the flower were meaningless then what was the meaning of his attitude and the look in his eyes???

"Fra...Sorry I'm Ar..I didn't have the courage then. Especially coupled with the words of Rendi if you already have a fiancee."

"Who said Pram? Rendi??"

"Yeah... You can ask Rendi if you don't believe."

"bt .. I'm a cowardly man"

"When I left Ar, I was determined to be a successful person and I had the courage to look for you."

"But pas ospek, that's where I met my wife Pipin. Pipin from the first time he met Slalu paid attention to me. Slalu is everywhere I go. There were even other women who approached slalu blocked by Pipin. "

"And at that moment I was confused, for my feelings, I asked Edo, my roommate of the day, who turned out to be Edo your roommate."

" I asked for his opinion on You and Pipin. And Edo advised me more with Pipin, because Edo saw how Pipin cared and loved me dearly."

"All my needs here are met by Pipin. It made me finally melt. It was because of the words of Rendi who said that if you already had a fiancee, it made me even weaker to express my feelings for you."

" You made my heart wait for Pram, but you didn't come." I also sent my message with a crying emoticon. And I actually cried.

"Fra... Sorry me... Pleases...I'm sorry."

"You're not wrong Pram. It's our fate, Pram."

"Fra... Seeing you happy has made me happy, so happy Ara."

"Yes Pram, makasi. I'm happy Pram, with my life now. And I hope you're happy, Pram."

We are both happy with all the circumstances we have now. Because we realize that everything has become his destiny. We will live our own destiny that God has set.