My Love is Wrong

Ara's pregnant

When my marriage was 4 months old, my father died. I feel sad and very lost.

Husband comforted me.

Days changed, 2 weeks after papa's departure, I positively pregnant. I am happy because finally my dream and Muhlas to get a child materialized.

I'm grateful that I didn't have a weird cravings process. Just nausea in the morning.

"Sir...kamu why??" My husband rubbed my nape because I was sick and vomiting in the bathroom. His face looked worried.

After being satisfied with her vomiting, my body felt weak. My husband cleaned up my vomit marks, then smeared my body with eucalyptus oil. After a little good, my husband left for work.

"Sir, if there's anything call me..." My husband said while brushing his hair.

I just shut up.

"Sir, what did I just say? My office phone number I wrote in my phone book."

My husband is standing in front of me.

"Yeah Bang... I'm just lemes and sleepy...Usually later on I've improved. yesterday is also like that. So now you go to the office... Be careful on the road and good work, yes" I said to calm my husband. I shook his hand.

My husband then kissed me on the forehead...

Stay by myself. I tried to get up to tidy up the room, but my body still felt limp, and my eyes really could not be compromised.

I finally chose to sleep.

PREMATURE

"Pins... Where's sabila? Papa hasn't seen the trunk of his nose yet." I said to Pipin.

Sabila is my first child who is now 2 years old. And I don't live with my parents anymore. I have lived independently even in a rented house.

"Just a moment Pa... I'm looking first in the room" Pipin headed to the room looking for Sabila.

It wasn't long before Pipin came out with Sabila.

I greeted him and smiled.

"This is with Papa... Papa misses papa ne's son," I said as I carried him.

"Again maen what unfortunately Papa ne. from earlier Papa call kok nyahut dear.."

"When again maen boneta Pa. Papa wants to see? Sabila with her slurred language. While pointing to the room.

"Yes, I want to see, let's go to my dear's room." I carried him to the room.

Sabila got down from my sling, then walked towards her doll.

"It's Pa... Inticulate..Tabila ma adek ni Pa.." Sabila showed her doll to me.

"Ooh yaa canyik very doll Sabila yaa... Sabila is still a name? " Tanyaku.

Sabila nodded.

"What's his name, son?"

"Ridaday..."

"Oooh his name is angel... Nice name, honey... Now Sabila Maen first yes, Papa wants to take a shower first... I said then kissed her forehead.

I went to the bathroom, cleaned myself up. My body feels all gummy.

"Pa... I put it on the bed. I want to cook first." said Pipin from outside the bathroom.

After the shower, I immediately put on the clothes that Pipin had prepared.

Then I headed to the kitchen. I saw Pipin again cooking vegetable stir-fry kale. I took a glass of water.

"Pin, I have good news... When I finish eating, I tell you..."

Pipin nodded.

"Pins... I went to the room first yaa want memenin Sabila play." I said as I went to the room.

I saw Sabila playing with her Angel doll. Sabila was so happy to see me coming. I stroked her hair and then kissed.

" Hmmm Sabila's hair is very fragrant... Honey, kiss Papa dong..." I said while propping my cheek. Sabila smiled, then kissed my cheeks in turn. Then I sat down next to my son leaning in the closet.

Maybe because I'm tired, I overslept. Sleep while sitting.