My Love is Wrong

Blockage opened

Since that incident, my husband has been more attentive to me. My husband never mentioned polygamy again.

My husband used to want polygamy. I was ill at the time so I could not serve her fully as a wife. But at that time I felt very sure, if the husband is very dear and love me so there is no way my husband will marry again for any reason.

But I felt like I was struck by lightning when suddenly my husband told me that he was getting married again. And my husband said there was a friend who was ready to help find him a future wife. I really didn't expect it. I just shut up and nodded.

I tried to stay calm and accept my husband's wishes. But the children did not approve of his father's wishes. I tried to convince the kids but still the kids couldn't agree.

Well, I'm just living my destiny... That's thinking. So whatever my husband wants, I will obey him.

Over time my polygamous husband offered his college friend. Agreed too. But the number of times I convinced my children to allow her to remarry, still the children did not approve of it.

Finally my husband's wish failed and floated because my children's permission was hampered.

Ever since my husband wanted to remarry, I've been resigned to God's terms. I just live my life.

I was disappointed with my husband wanting to remarry just because of something and other things I couldn't serve him as a wife. At that time I felt my husband's love was insincere. Perhaps my prejudice against my husband was wrong, but since my husband was intending on polygamy, my feelings of love have diminished.

My relationship with my husband is going well just because I see my children. I'm sticking with all the conditions that exist for the sake of my children.

Matterally, I am satisfied. But around my husband's family, I was really depressed.

Until I finally met Pram. Which gave me complete love, even I glorified the sincere love Pram never got from my husband.

But ever since my relationship with Pram became known to my husband, my husband has behaved better. I was thinking maybe because of Pram's threat to her.

Day change day...

I never sent a message to Pram and neither did Pram. Pram's last message I didn't reply to. Because my feelings are very disappointed I have not been able to reply to the message.

I opened Pram's private number. I was surprised that I was no longer blocked.

I saw Pram online, but I went right out and put my phone on the table.

I took a deep breath... I don't feel my tears... It was as if there was a pain that was slashing the deepest part of my heart.

I understood everything Pram had done, and somehow I trusted him so much that he really loved me. All because of his circumstances that required him to do that. I'm understand.

Suddenly there was an incoming message, which I thought was from my subscription. But it turned out to be from an unknown number.

"Mom..."

I was shocked and I was like that inner contact from Pram. What was? I'm waiting for the message to continue. But there was no further message.

Then my phone rang, and I saw it from the number that sent the message. I accepted too.

"Fra... It's me." It's me." I signed the voice of the person who called me. It's Pram's voice.

"Yes Pram ..." My answer.

"You're healthy Ar?"

"Yes.. Healthy Pram. How're you?"

"I'm healthy Ar..But I'm not okay."