My Love is Wrong

Can only pray

I sit down on the side of my bed. I closed my face with both hands.

Ara's been hospitalized.

As far as I know, Ara never got sick until she had to be treated in the hospital, meaning this time Ara was very sick.

"Pa..." My wife said to break my daydream.

"Yeah Ma'am...Yes, I hope Ara gets well."

My wife took my hand.

"Milk...."

I hugged my wife. I wanted to scream, I wanted to cry but I held it all. My one wish in my heart, I want to be near Ara.

"Pa... I'm making you some warm tea, will you?"

I nodded and kept hugging my wife. I wipe away the tears that will fall, because I don't want to hurt my wife.

"Paaa..." My wife took off my arms.

I looked at my wife.

"Sorry, Mom..." I then lowered my head and sat down again on the side of my bed.

My wife is stroking my hair.

"We pray Ara is healthy yes Pa .. " I nodded.

I breathed ...

" Makasi Ma'am... I love you... Makeup..." I said.

I'm very lucky to have a wife like Pipin with all the advantages and disadvantages he has.

I don't know since when my wife changed. All I know since I got sick, my wife has made up with Ara. They call frequently.

And I see my wife loves Ara very much.

" rs .. Papa went back to the office first... Adek may be waiting for Papa outside."

" According to mom, you should not have to go back to the office first. At home, rest." Wife says.

" Papa must finish 2 pictures first, ma'am, so the work is not stacked. Let it be taken directly to the printing ma Rahma." I'm getting ready for the office.

"Yes, that's it. Papa be careful with the bike..."

My wife took my jacket.

Rahma was waiting for me on the porch.

"Silver Sabila now has tutoring at the X Pa bimbel...So maybe not to the office." Rahma.

" Oh yes already. We're going yuk..."

Rahma nodded and greeted her mother.. We went to the office.

Arriving at the office I tried to finish the drawing I had to submit to the printing press.

I tried to put aside my thoughts about Ara. Because I know, my anxiety won't change things. I don't want to hurt my wife's feelings. My wife is so good and I love her so much.

I can only pray for Ara's recovery. All I leave to the Time Owner.

"Pa.... Is the picture finished?" Ask Rahma.

"Have Son... It's good to Papa... Finally done, too." I said.

Rahma asked me to make the picture because the customer's reques pictures are a bit difficult.

"Cool.... Papa's great... Ajarin adek yaa... How to make a picture like that."

I smile. "Yeah Deck..."

I explained to Rahma how to make such a picture. And Rahma quickly understood what I was saying. Maybe because his strong desire made him understand quickly.

"Yeeee Adek can also make such a picture." Shouted Rahma pleased.

I stroked her hair.

" Great son Papa..."

Rahma smiled.

"Sir, let Papa take this picture to the printing house... Adek in the office..."

"No Pa... Let's just... Papa is not fit right. In addition, the mother also messages to Adek that Papa can not go far first so that Papa is really healthy."

I smiled, "Yes already... Papa nurut's. But Adek must be careful..."

"Ready Pa.. Go ahead yaaa...."

Rahma went straight to the printing press.

I saw Ara's profile. It turned out that Ara was active this afternoon. Means Ara was active when Ara's husband called my wife.

I stared at Ara's shady face... Heals quickly Ara...I want to see you healthy Ar....My prayer...

I then busied myself with the orders that had to be prepared the picture.