My Love is Wrong

Joseph and Rahma wept

I woke up early in the morning because Rahma woke me up.

"Pa... Papa has a fever. wake up Pa..." Rahma.

I opened my eyes slowly. My body hurts all. I catch my breath and sit down.

"Pa... Papa's body is hot." Rahma said while holding my hand and then rubbed my forehead.

I just nodded, I felt all my body hurt again. My breath feels tight.

"Dec... Please get Papa some warm water. " I said.

Rahma nodded and rushed to get me some water in the kitchen. Before long Rahma appeared and gave me a glass of warm water.

" Cond Making..."

" lt... Papa breakfast first .. This morning I bought fried ma tempe eggs at Bu de's shop." Said son.

"Papa has no desire to eat Deck... Papa's mouth feels bitter. Papa's gonna take a little break..." I said.

"Come on Papa going to sleep again. Papa should eat first, keep taking the medicine. Na selese taking new sleeping pills. That's right...." Rahma.

I smile. And I saw Joseph watching me from the porch.

" Yeah... Papa eat first. Where's breakfast for Papa. " I said.

Rahma then took me a plate of rice with a side dish of cow's eye eggs.

"Makasi....Oh, your mom had breakfast?" My toot.

"Already Pa... I had breakfast with porridge. Oh yes Pa, just took the money in Papa's wallet to buy eggs ma tempe." Rahma.

"Oh yes Dek... It'sit's okay. Is Joseph still not ready for school?" I asked Rahma.

"Today is Sunday... Yusuf's off."

"Ooh yeah... Papa forgot..."I said while enjoying my breakfast that was bitter in my mouth.

Then I called Joseph to sit near me. Joseph approached me.

"Papa aakit again..." Joseph said with a worried face.

I smiled looking at him... My son is a teenager. His face was more drawn to his mother, with thick eyebrows making him look handsome.

"Yes Pa.... "

"Son, can you please get Papa the medicine that's in Papa's bag." I said while pointing at the black bag that was near the TV.

Then Joseph took my bag.

"Pa... Joseph, bring me some warm water, yes..." Yusuf.

"Yeah Nak... Thanks ya..."

I took the leftover medicine from the doctor's prescription yesterday.

Rahma and Joseph looked at me.

"I saw Papa like that...Papa's great even when he just woke up." I laugh.

"Wuuiiii Papa... GR. hmmm." Rahma.

Unlike Joseph, Joseph only smiled and remained silent.

"You why Joseph? Kok quiet... Papa even though he just woke up handsome still..." I said grin.

"Yes Papa... Papa's dashing in any circumstance." Joseph hugged me and cried.

"Lho... What's wrong with Joseph? I even cry..What Papa said, that man must be strong!!! " I said and stroked the head of my son who was still in my arms.

"Yeah Pa.... Joseph loved ma Papa. Joseph was always proud of Papa." Joseph said and wiped away his tears.

I pat my son's back. "Papa is very dear to you Yusuf .. Papa is proud of this Papa's son..."

" Hmmm Adek so sad ne.... Adek so go cry." Rahma said crying.

I was so excited to see my two children crying.. I then hugged them.

"It's been..... Now stop crying.... Ntar your mother is sad to think what's going on.... Papa's children must all be strong, must be strong and not crybaby. Don't cry. Remove your tears..." I said and wiped away the tears of Joseph and Rahma alternately.

"Dear dear Papa... "Said Rahma hugging me.

I smile. The pain of my body was lessened to see the happy faces of my children.

This time I heard my children express their love for me. I'm happy to hear that...