My Love is Wrong

Sincerity of Love

Now we limit ourselves to getting to know each other. That's my deal with Pram. Because I don't want things to get worse.

Pram wants his efforts to succeed quickly and Pram does not want me to feel wrong. We only limited our time to call each other.

Before Pram called me empty every day, but since my husband forbade me to chat or phone with Pram, we call erratic. But not as often as before.

Today even a week Pram didn't call me. I miss him. And I don't know how the business is progressing. I can only pray that Pram is healthy always and God always gives him health, ease and sustenance that is smooth and blessed.

On the afternoon break... My phone rang, and I saw no name for my contact. I doubt I will accept it. And soon a notification of incoming messages. Iopen.

"Mom...."

"It's me..."

I'm sure it's Pram.

"Yeah... Why use another number?"

"Yeah.... Tomorrow I'll tell you a story sometime. This is I just want to know how you are. You're healthy, right?"

"Yeah Pram, I'm healthy. How are you, healthy too, right?"

"I'm healthy, just the situation at home is not okay anymore. Take good care of yourself, baby... Please take care of your health for me. I love you .. I was yaa...Doain I love you..."

I took a deep breath... What's wrong with you, Pram? Does Madam Pipin know about my relationship again??...Ooohs....

I held my head, and took a deep breath. I calmed myself down. I better not think about it. "Hopefully you're fine, Pram, and you can skip everything..." Bathink.

I continued my activities as usual.

Days change, I always wait for news from Pram. But for almost 1 week there was no news from Pram. I took a deep breath... I don't feel my tears.... I thought about Pram's situation there.

I'm thinking again about my relationship with this Pram. I don't know what relationship we're in, which is for sure I love him so much and so does Pram love me and love me so much.

Your relationship has entered its 3rd year. We were separated by distance and sea, but the feeling we had was beautiful and strong. We look after and support each other. And we take care of the integrity of our respective households. We both know that love is sacred.

"The highest level of love is sincerity"

Those words were often said by Pram when problems related to our relationship were being faced. Pram was strong and strong, but sometimes I felt unable to see him suffer.

Right at break time, get on the phone from the number Pram used to call me. I immediately accepted it.

"Pram.... I'm worried about your situation..."

"Yeah Ara... I'm doing fine. You're healthy, baby..." Ask Pram.

"Yeah Pram, I'm healthy... How are you doing Pram? What's the matter? You haven't called me in nearly a week. I'm not calm Pram. I keep thinking of you."

" Cooked my mind??? Not a lot of tuu who audah entertain your heart Ar."

I was silent immediately. I was upset by Pram's words.

"Silent, Ar? Angry yaa..... Hmm don't be angry dong darling.... I'm just kidding." Pram.

I'm staying quiet.

"Fra... I miss Ar. please don't be mad, baby..."

"I don't like your words."

"Yeah baby... Sorry I yaa. i love you...."

"Let's not say that anymore..."

"Yeah, baby...,"

"Pram's... My story, what's the matter?"

"Yeah baby..."