My Love is Wrong

relationship ended

The next day I went to college by myself. I tried to forget my frustration at Good and concentrate on the thesis. I remember with my promise to my mother that my relationship with Good would not affect my college.

Today I promise to meet with the instructor. I have something to consult.

I waited for my supervising lecturer to come. I checked all the scribbles of my lecturer and the improvements I had made. Well everything is done. "May today be approved and in the ACC"I hope.

A few minutes later my instructor came. I'm welcome to enter his room. Then he checked everything I had fixed.

"okay... Everything's sorted out. The ACC yaa.. Your thesis exam is next week..Prepare yourself well, Ara." said my lecturer.

"Ready sir." I replied with a smile and left my lecturer's room.

I'm grateful that everything was made easy. I just need to prepare myself for the thesis exam.

I intend to go to the library to look for books that can add to my insight so that I can take the thesis exam well and smoothly.

When I was going to the library, I accidentally saw Good was piggybacking on a girl.

I was shocked and there was a feeling of jealousy and disappointment. I wanted to cry but I could stand it. I canceled my intention to go to the library, I chose to go home.

When I got home, I went straight to my room. I immediately cried. And cry so. Mom knocked on the door of the room I locked.

"Fra.. Ara... Open the door, son..Ara..."

I cried sobbing. I didn't expect Good would do this to me. " You are a liar !!! You evil Gus!!! You can do this to me." I cried in my heart.

"Baby, please open the door, son..Dear.. Open the door, baby..." Mom knocked again on my door.

"Ma... Let Ara alone first ma.. Ara please ma..." I answered while crying.

I'm still crying, I regret why I can accept the falsehood of Love Good? Why can I be fooled by her sweet words? Why am I experiencing this? All the regrets come into my heart.

Why when I started to really love him, Good betrayed. What's my fault, Gus? Why would you do this to me? What mistake?? I cried even more considering my stupidity.

I cried and cried again. I scatter the books on my desk.

My eyes were fixed on my diary that fell on the floor. Photo Pram fell to the floor.

I took a picture of Pram.. "Pram.. Where are you? why aren't you beside me? Why when I need you you are not beside me...Pram, I'm devastated, I'm sad... " I'm crying again.

Tired of crying, I finally fell asleep.

A few moments later I woke up. I see myself in the mirror. My eyes are swollen and swollen. I wiped my tears that fell again. I tried to hold back my tears, I didn't want to cry anymore.

"I must rise!!! I can't be weak!! I must be strong!! You can afford Ara! Take it out of your mind! He's just a loser guy you don't deserve to love!!" I try to encourage myself.

I try to control my emotions. I remember mama. I don't want to make my mom sad. Mama must be sad and worried to see how I am.

Then I went out to find my mom.

"Ma.. Ara dear mama," I said while hugging mama.

My mother hugged me and calmed me down. I cried in my mom's arms.

I finally calmed down in my mom's arms.