My Love is Wrong

My Love is Wrong
It is time to keep my promise to my Lord



PEPIN


Maybe due to the influence of drugs, I became sleepy and finally I fell asleep.


But about 1 hour ago I woke up because my throat was suddenly dry, I woke up looking for drinking water.


I got up and took a drink, I gulped slowly so I wouldn't choke.


I saw my husband sleeping with the pillow position a bit high so as not to shortness of breath. I covered my husband.


As I was about to wrap his hand, I saw his hand holding his cell phone.


I took my husband's phone slowly so he wouldn't wake up.


I looked at my husband.


" I'm sorry Pa...I've been troubling you a lot." My inner.


My attention was on my husband's cell phone. I opened a message that happened to be accidentally opened.


I read my husband's message, apparently with Ara. I opened the message, my heart is hard... There was an uncomfortable feeling, but I made my heart open. I calmed my heart first.


Turns out my husband used another number to call Ara.


"Ar


"b...I've been better."


"Thank God Pram... How are you doing? I'm worried about Pram."


"I just finished taking Ar's medicine, sorry I just called you. Yesterday I went straight to the Lung specialist, and thank you so much for your help. Your help means a lot."


"Makasi Pram, we've been to the doctor." Ara's Message.


"Actually Ar... I've been resigned to my pain, and honestly Ar before I feel every night like my last night. But thank God I improved today, I feel better. My breath was not as bad as yesterday."


"Yes my darling... I've kept my promise to you."


"Makasi Pram's. God heard my prayers... I just want to see you heal. I know you're in severe pain Pram, and frankly Pram, I feel bad and scared Pram, seeing you who is always short of breath. I can't imagine what's wrong with you, what's the fate of Pipin and your children."


" Yeah Ar... Makasi... I've used the money you transferred in part, so get the other half. I'll transfer Ar back. Thank you very much, dear..."


"Beloved together...The rest of the money does not need to be transferred back, use it for control again... Pram, it is time for me to fulfill my promise as well. I'm sorry."


" Why are you apologizing? What do you mean Ar? What promise do you mean?"


Ara sent a sad emot.


I continued reading the message between my husband and Ara. I took my breath. I feel calmer like nothing before.


"b...You why?" Pram Message.


"Pram.... I love you, and I'm happy to see you better and healthier, not short of breath anymore. Now it's time for me to keep my promise to my God."


"What do you mean Ar?"


"Pram.... Take a good look at my message.... You know how much I love you and I know how much you love me. When you were sick yesterday, short of breath like yesterday, it made me feel like I was also short of breath and was going to die right then and there. I feel what you feel. That's when I asked God for your recovery. I want you to be healthy and well, and I promise God. Heal the Pram of my Lord...I want Pram healthy for his wife and son2. I'm happy to see you healthy and happy with your wife and kids. I'm sincere Pram."


"What do you mean Ar?"


" I risked my love and affection for your healing of my Lord. Happy for Pippin and happy for your children."


"b...I'll call Ar tomorrow."


"I'm sorry Pram... Please understand... It's because I love you so much. I love you so much.... I love you.... But this is best for us... For your recovery, for mbak Pipin your wife and for your children."


That was my husband and Ara's last chat. I am so excited to read it. My tears are dripping. Turns out I misjudged you Ara... I'm sorry, Bathinku...It turns out Ara wasn't who I thought she was.


I immediately closed the message as if I had never opened and read their message.