My Love is Wrong

Loving you for no reason

I miss Ara. You talk about a lot of things. About online business, about taste, about our dreams and about children.

When we were on the phone via video, Ara suddenly turned off the phone. But not how long Ara called again.

"Sorry Pram, I suddenly ended the call because my husband called me." Said Ara.

"Oh yeah, it's okay Ar."

"Pram, I have good news. My husband told me I wanted the kids to go on vacation to X. Because Aldi was accepted to Y college so we'll take Aldi there and find some boarding for his residence."

I nodded and listened to Ara's story.

"Na will run out of town X, I will go to town M, where you live. I told my husband I was going to your town. And my husband agreed to it." Said Ara.

"Oh yeah Ara? Really? We'll meet Ar." I said.

"Yes Pram. We'll meet in person. But. but..." Ara stopped her words.

" Why Ar. Kok but... What's up?"

Ara was silent not answering my question. Then I switched to a video call and Ara accepted it.

"What's the matter Ara dear..."

"I'm afraid to see you." Said Ara.

"Why? Why scared?" My toot.

"I'm afraid you're seeing my true condition. You are not surprised as you imagine." Said Ara while looking down.

I laughed out loud. Weh but Ara even pouted.

"Why are you laughing?" Ask Ara.

"Fra... My love.. Denger.. I love you and I have loved you for a long time, dear. From the first time we met High School. Class 2. And that feeling remains the same Ar, never changes. From the past until now. Even before we meet again now, my race remains and remains in my deepest heart."

Ara remained down.

"Trus you love me for what? " Said Ara.

" My dear, I love you for no reason. If I love you for some reason, when that reason is gone then my love will also be lost."

"Ara, if I love you because of the physical you have then when you are old, you are not beautiful anymore, dah peyot, wrinkles then my love will disappear. But I love you for no reason my dear. I don't know why I love you and love you."

" God bestowed this love on me for you. I love you.."

Ara looked at me, then I peeked at her forehead.

" Here I hug. "My eyes while feeling as if I was hugging Ara. I really feel it.

Ara smiled happily.

"Makasi Pram, you already love me sincerely and completely.

"Ar, I'm glad we'll meet soon after 20 more years than we've ever met. I hope that after we meet tomorrow, you will still love me. "My word.

"Hmmm, talk like that. I love you, sincere darling. "Kata Ara's.

"Make my love. Whatever your race is tomorrow after we meet, I'm happy Ara . Seeing you happy, I'm already very happy."

"I love you..." Said Ara.

I smiled and looked at my love.

Then, after a satisfied conversation with Ara, I ended the call because I had to pick up Yusuf and then pick up my wife.

I can't wait to meet Ara in person. Because we have been meeting in the group, just talking on the phone and video call.

But honestly I have a feeling of fear also in case Ara will not love me anymore after seeing me directly.

Because my posture used to be very different now. " Hmmm... All I leave to God is the owner of time and plan.