My Love is Wrong

Ara really, really not powered

ARA

My body hurts all, feels like crumbling. My appetite is gone and my body feels weak.

" lady... Getting ready?" Ask my husband who will take me to the doctor.

" Yes Pa. Mama's still looking for Mama's health card."I said while looking for my health card inside the card wallet.

My husband is standing near me. "Have you met?"

"Already Pa. We're going yuk." I said weakly.

My husband nodded and made me walk.

Azka went into the room.

"Pa, let Mama ma Azka aja Pa. Papa ready for the car first." Azka.

"Yes, son." My husband walked first.

Azka. I walk slowly. I was cold but my fever was high.

"Azka, are you following your Mama?" Ask husband.

"Udah Pa, let Azka at home aja memenin his sister. Yes, son." I said.

"Yes Ma..."

"Yes, now we're on the hunt to see Doctor Ma." Husband says.

I hugged my husband's arm, because I staggered and couldn't walk.

Sanpai at the doctor, I was immediately examined and soon given medicine. And the doctor advised, if for 3 days there is no change I was told to go back again.

When I got home, I went to my room and took a break. Before going to bed, I take medicine first.

"Ma... Now Mama rest first yeah ... Later if you need anything just call Papa yaa... Papa's in the next room. There's work to be done...

I nodded weakly. I tried to close my eyes, but I couldn't. I thought about Pram. I'm sure Pram is not calm right now.

I'm trying to get my phone, I want to tell Pram. But suddenly my husband came in and brought me a cup of warm tea.

I paused my intention on the side because there was my husband, but also because I was like powerless even if only to type a message.

"Yes Pa. Makeup yes..." I said while kissing my husband's hand that was drowning my cheek.

"Ma, the fever is still... My mom slept first..."

"Yes Pa. " My husband kissed my forehead and then came out of the room. I also put my phone.

Maybe because of the influence of the drug, I was sleepy and finally slept.

The next day I woke up, but my body still felt piercing and my fever had not yet gone down.

I woke up late, so I didn't see my kids. They've gone to school

I can't go to the store today. I ask Siti who takes care of all offline and online store business for a while.

I had breakfast in the room, because I was still limp.

My husband is in his study.

" lt... " Call me

"Yes Ma... What was? Is breakfast not eaten yet? Let's eat it first, so Mama can take the medicine." My husband said as he picked up the porridge on the table.

"Let me eat alone Pa. " I said when my husband was going to feed me.

"Mama can wake up? It's okay for Papa to bribe." My husband said forcefully.

I finally comply. I ate the porridge for only 3 spoons, because I was nauseous.

" Two more spoons, Ma..."My husband said, but I shook my head because I couldn't eat it anymore.

I drink warm water, and then my medicine. My husband was still sitting near me, stomping my feet.

I looked at my husband. He's very attentive now, different from before. When my husband found out that Pram loved me, my husband was more attentive and showed me his affection more often.

"Makasi yaa Pa... Now my mom is going to sleep again... Mama still lemes Pa."

"Yeah sleep Ma...Later if you need anything just call Papa yaa, Papa next door." My husband said and passed.

I close my eyes, I want to sleep. I looked at my phone, I thought Pram. But I was still really lemes, so I paled my intention.