My Love is Wrong

Don't Stay Adek, Pa....

Fear enveloped me. Afraid loss. I try to calm my feelings. "All will be well, my husband is awake and awake from his sleep" I said.

"Mom..As long as we're married, Papa's trying to be a good husband and trying to be a good Papa to our children." My husband said in a soft voice.

"Yeah Pa...Papa did it all." I said and kissed my husband.

"I'm sorry about Ara..." My husband looks at me.

" Papa better take a break..." I said, but my husband shook his head.

"Please listen to Papa... Just a moment, Mom..." My husband held my hand weakly. And I nodded.

"I'm sorry Papa..." My husband wanted to continue his words but stopped because I kissed his lips at a glance and rubbed my husband's lips with my thumb.

"Pa... I've forgiven Papa. I know Papa's love. I know my mother's husband. Papa's husband is loyal to his mother and that's been proven years since I knew Papa until we got married. But Papa's love for Ara had grown before Papa knew her." I said.

My husband closed his eyes and then looked at me again.

" Pa... back when we weren't married, I've seen pictures of a girl cycling in Papa's books. At that time, I was jealous and asked who the girl was. But the mother is determined that the mother must have Papa because the mother loves Papa. I don't want to lose Papa.. After Ara's problem broke the conscious mother, the cycling girl was Ara. Papa loved Ara long before he met her." I looked at my husband.

"Pa.... Papa is not wrong... Papa's love is not wrong. I believe in the love of my husband. That is my husband, who is loyal to his love. I've been forgiving Papa for a long time... Now I'm asking you to accompany me, yaaa...." I said and finally my tears came.

My husband wiped my tears.

" I love you...."

" I love you my husband.....Now Papa's trying to heal yeah..." I said.

"Mom.... Forgive Papa...My husband closed his eyes for a while like he was holding back the pain in his chest.

"Mom call the doctor Pa... Papa's chest hurts again..." I said worried.

My husband just shook his head.

"Stay here Mom...Don't leave Papa." My husband wanted to continue his words but my husband looked in pain.

"Pa.... Please, hold on, fight Pa... For mom, and for the kids Pa." My tears broke because I was afraid of losing my husband.

My husband looks at me.

"I love you...." I kissed my husband's forehead.

"Pa... Pa...." I'm yelling. My husband went limp and tried to take a deep breath.

I heard footsteps coming into my husband's room.

" lady.... Papa why ma'am." Rahma hugged her Dad.

I couldn't speak, I just cried.

"Pa...Survive Pa... Adek call the nurse first Pa... Pa... Don't stay with Pa... Adek please." Rahma screamed while crying.

Rahma immediately went out to call the nurse, and soon the other sisters came in. The nurse told us to come out.

After that the nurse came out and re-entered the other sister to check on Papa. About 10 minutes later, the doctor came and examined him.

"Sir, please call your brother, tell him to go straight to the hospital with your brother Yusuf."

"Yeah Ma'am. This is Sabila's call." Rahma was still crying right away calling Sabila.

Telephone connected.

"Sister... Brother where else?" Ask Rahma.

"Sister is waiting for Joseph to go home to school. This is my sister waiting." Sabila. The phone's on speaker, so I can hear their conversation.

"Yes Brother. If so, you ask permission to take Joseph to the hospital... Wait for the hospital's brother." Rahma.

"Dec, why Papa. Papa why???" Ask Sabila.

"Papa doesn't why, brother... The important thing is that you go straight to the hospital yaaa..."

"Yeah Deck... Brother went straight to the hospital after Ijiinin Yusuf to his teacher." Sabila.

The phone ends.

Rahma sat down near me, hugging me. Rahma and I cried.

We can only pray.