My Love is Wrong

Pipin ran away from home

Pippin is no longer crying. Pipin and I were both silent. I took a long breath.

"Pa... Papa ma Ara's darling? Answer me Pa." Pipin's voice was slow.

I just nodded and stayed down.

"What does Papa want?" Ask Pipin.

I'm still quiet. I'm confused what's the right answer. I'm like a prisoner sitting in a sickle. I knew and realized that my relationship with Ara was wrong, but this is a reality that I am experiencing and cannot avoid. My feelings of love for Ara I can't avoid. My love is not wrong.

"Pa, answer me. As serious as Papa's relationship with Ara. Does Papa want to marry her? Answer my question! Honestly answer!!" Pipin said while looking at me sharply.

I ventured to answer Pipin's question.

" I love Ara. And I want to marry Ara. But things are not possible." My answer is honestly helpless.

"You've really fallen in love with ma Ara. Conscious Pa, this is all not true. What a lack of me! Wear to marry everything. You're too much." Pipin said while crying.

"Pin, I'm sorry.. I realize what I'm doing is wrong. Please forgive me. But that's how I feel, I'm sorry for my honesty."

"I still don't think about all this. I didn't think you'd do this to me after decades of marriage."

I don't think this is going to be over, because my honest answer makes things even more complicated. But Pipin tqhu is true to my nature, I always say what is because we hold honesty in our relationship.

"Pins... Sorry me. My love for you has never changed. I love you so much. But I don't want to lie to you about how I feel about Ara." I said while holding back my tears.

I approached to hug Pipin, but Pipin brushed off my hand and ran to the room.

I sat limp. I don't know what to do. Pipin knows that I've always been honest as I am. Palagi earlier Pipin kept urging me about my feelings for Ara.

I don't know how long I slept, I woke up because Joseph woke me up. And it's afternoon.

"Pa., which mother? Joseph's looking in no room, neither in the kitchen." Joseph said with a worried face.

When there was a quarrel, Joseph was on the porch. I'm sure Joseph heard all our quarrels.

"The real boy. Maybe in the bathroom." I said, looking for Pipin in the room that was empty.

Before long Rahma came, and asked her mother to Joseph.

"Yusuf also again cariin mother. It was noon after a storm with papa, when Joseph saw his mother leaving, but Joseph thought he was back. It turns out that I haven't been back yet."

"Mother ma Papa why?" rahma asked Joseph.

"Father storm ma mother because of aunt Ara" Jaqab Yusuf.

Rahma immediately cried and looked for me.

"Pa... Kanapa Papa does not follow the words adek. Rahma has told Papa ma that the relationship of Papa ma aunty Ara should not let me know. And Papa says it's not serious just a joke. But now what??" Rahma crying.

I panicked and didn't know what to say.

"Rahma thinks Papa's not in touch anymore ma aunty Ara."

"Sorry Papa's deck, Papa will find your mother first." I said and went to find my wife.