My Love is Wrong

I really love him

Today is my last day in town. All the charitable donations we have given to the areas affected by the earthquake are quite severe. My car and I were getting ready to go back to town.

I put all my stuff in my bag and then I looked at my phone.

Then the group leader invited us to get ready to go to X's restaurant first before leaving for the airport.

We finally went to the restaurant we were talking about.

I want to go back but my heart is still not calm. I wanted to see Ara but I had an appointment with my wife Pipin not to see her.

I'm messing with my hair. I took a photo of Ara's profile... "I miss Ar..." I said slowly.

Finally I decided to send a message first, his intention was to say goodbye. I didn't see Ara, but at least I could hear her voice and was sure Ara was okay.

I sent a message to Ara asking for news and Ara immediately opened my message, because Ara happened to be online. And I never thought, Ara called me right away. I intend to call him.

Hearing Ara's voice has cooled my heart and can make my heart more calm, not agitated.

We take off the miss. As I was about to say goodbye, Ara cried. I can't leave him. I thought, let me see Ara this time. I finally told Ara my current position.

About half an hour later Ara called when she was in the parking lot. I'm out looking for Ara.

I saw a woman who was no stranger to me, standing in front of a car holding a cell phone.

I smiled from afar and I saw her sweet smile adorning her graceful vow."Ara my love .."my mutter. I kept walking towards him.

"How are you..." I said while holding my hand.

Ara kissed my hand and I clasped her hand as if I didn't want to let go. I kissed her forehead.

We both cried... We do not regret all the circumstances we are facing right now. Because we know it is God's destiny and we just live it.

Ara took off my arms, and told me about everything she experienced when the earthquake occurred. I saw there was still trauma after the earthquake. I tried to calm him down.

The time felt so fast passing, I saw my watch, it had been almost 1 hour I was standing with Ara.

I don't want to be away from him. I hugged her and so did Ara. I could feel the turmoil in his heart.

We don't want to be far away anymore. I rubbed Ara's face, asking her sincerity to let me go even though my heart really did not want to leave her.

Finally, Ara calmed down and did not cry anymore.

Then I said goodbye and Ara kissed my hand, I kissed her forehead.

Then I took Ara to see my friends. We walked while I kept holding Ara's hand. Then I introduced Ara to my friends.

The time of separation is approaching...

Before getting into the car I said to Ara..

"Doain I Ya Ar... I love you... Wait for me my love..." Ara nodded.

I looked at Ara, then kissed her forehead again.

Then I got in the car, and the car walked. I waved my hand at Ara with a smile. Arapun smile. I'm happy and very happy, so is Ara.

I don't know how to continue my relationship with Ara. I just hope God gives us a way. I really love God...