My Love is Wrong

My tears finally broke

Arriving at home I immediately entered the room, because I was not fit properly so my body began to limp. My husband followed me from behind. While my children rested in their rooms.

My husband came out of the room again and shortly afterwards brought a glass of warm tea.

"Ma... This is Ma's hot tea... Mama still seems to be lemes. It's Papa make mama warm tea is not too sweet Ma." My husband said while offering me a glass of tea.

I smiled and drank it. " Make Pa."

I then prepared to go to sleep. My husband is stroking my hair.

" lady... My dear mom. " My auami said.

I just nodded.

"Ma... Papa hesitated to marry again. Moreover, Papa saw Arjun's attitude earlier in Lesehan." My husband said while shaking.

I looked at my husband without any expression. I'm tired, my heart is tired.

"Actually Ma, the waiter was also serving us when visiting there with Lily. At that time Papa went there three accompanied by Ali. We were talking about my wedding plans with Lily. So maybe the waiter just happened to hear our conversation." Husband says.

"Ooh so... Yes, but it's all done, Pa. Papa don't have to worry." Words with a flat voice.

"Yes Ma... Papa was so grateful that mom had cooled the atmosphere and could solve the problem." My husband said, holding my hand and then kissing her.

I smiled and threw my eyes away in the other direction.

" lady... Why are you being cold to Papa? Sorry for Papa's desire to remarry. Is it because of that? "

"It's just Papa's feeling, I'm sorry if Papa feels that way. Mama just still doesn't feel fit, Pa." I said.

I was getting upset at my husband's words. I woke up from my sleeping position.

"Pa.. Mama honestly did not want to discuss it because all Mama considered finished. My mom agreed too. Especially what Papa wants. This isn't enough?" I said and said I took off my husband's hand.

" But Mama's cold attitude these past 3 days scared Papa of Ma."

"What Papa is afraid of. Pa... Mama has agreed to Papa's desire to get married again, although honestly Pa, it is very heavy and hurtful. But you realize that in the last few months you have been sick and cannot serve your biological needs . So all the feelings of Mama, already mama put aside. "

My husband was silent and down.

" lt... Mama doesn't want to serve Papa, but she's sick. Just .... " I can't go on with my words.

My sham still bowed.

"Pa... Please do not discuss this again, the most important thing is that Mama has agreed and does not mind Papa getting married again." I said and tried to lie down again and I cried.

Suddenly my husband hugged me. But I refused it.

" Amafin Papa... Please forgive papa. Papa hurt Mama's feelings." My husband said while looking at me.

I can't talk because I feel claustrophobic and I can't hold back my tears anymore. I always tried not to cry in front of my husband but this time I failed.

I cried and hugged the roll that was near me. I tried to stop my crying but it didn't work.

" Ooh my God, why did you let my tears break before my husband?? I don't want to appear weak to God. I want to look strong in front of my husband I'm aware of my shortcomings and weaknesses." Bathinku