My Love is Wrong

Just wanted to apologize

After dinner, my wife and I sat on the terrace. The breeze felt like it was cooling my heart.

"Pa... How's it working? "

"Beres Ma'am. Whatever we do in earnest, it will be finished. Yes, Papa was a little complicated earlier in the printing, but thank God everything has been sorted out, ma'am."

"Thank God. Do you want me to make coffee or tea? Let Papa's body keep warm."

"Coffee is Mom." I said, but I remembered Ara who often said, "When it's night don't eat Pram, drink warm tea or warm water. Let's not stay up."

"Ooh don't coffee ma'am, Papa wants warm tea. But let Papa do it, I'm sitting here." I stood up to move.

"Let me make Pa... Mom is getting better now, Pa. Dad wait, yeah..."

I nodded and smiled.

I hummed the song "Talking to the moon.."

Before long my wife came with 5 glasses of warm tea and a plate of pisgor.

"Gee... There's Pisgor, here's to buy ya ma'am?" My toot.

"No Pa .. Last afternoon I made, happened to have a banana dikasi ma mbk Rohana."

" Steady ..." I immediately tasted 1 piece of pisgor.

"Mom call the kids first Pa..."

I'm nodding.

"Let's all get out first, son...I made pisgor ne... Ntar finished off your Papa you know."

Joseph came out with Rahma and Sabila.

"Wow there's warm tea too apparently..." Joseph said and took a piece of pisgor.

Sabila and Rahma don't want to be left behind. Looks like they're scared that I'm spending the pisgornya. He....

I then sipped my warm tea.

We chatted while finishing pisgor and his warm tea.

"Mom... Don't force yourself to work first, Papa is afraid that later the mother will wear it out and get sick again."

"Yes Pa... I'm not forcing myself, I'm adjusting to my mother's condition." Pipin smile.

I'm nodding. I looked at the stars and smiled.

"Pa... Why smile to yourself. Hmm again, it looks like." My wife said and stood by me looking up at the stars in the sky.

I looked at my wife.

"Papa again admired the greatness of God's creation... Papa was grateful, God gave Papa healing. Papa is still given time to complete Papa's responsibilities to Papa's wife and children." I held my wife's hand.

"Yeah Pa... I'm afraid nothing happened to Papa when Papa got sick yesterday. I am also very grateful to God Pa."

I let out a breath.

"Oh yes Pa... Papa when do you go back to that specialist? Let Papa be completely healed."

"Out of this new drug Papa will go to the doctor Ma'am. Maybe in about 2 or 3 days, ma'am."

"Yes Pa. By the way how's Ara doing now Pa?"

I was immediately shocked. Why does my wife ask that. But I immediately regained my senses and acted calm.

"What mother mean? How about asking Ara?"

My wife sighed and sat in front of me. Then smile.

" I just want to know Pa... Long time no news."

I was confused as to what to answer. I choose silence.

"Mom just wanted to apologize to Ara...Mom used to say rude to him back then. So sometime if Papa calls Ara, please say hello to mom so that Ara will forgive mom..." My wife said while still staring at the stars in the sky.

I let out a breath.

"Pa.... Please yaa..." My wife said again.