My Love is Wrong

My Love is Wrong
"What's wrong with Ara?"



Days changed, months changed.4 months passed since I got home from the hospital.


My condition is now healthy again as usual, because I follow the road treatment as recommended. And I also try to carry out a healthy lifestyle.


My home is also getting better. My wife's attitude is always warm now and so are the children.


My relationship with Ara is fine. My affection for Ara remained unchanged, only that Ara and I were self-limiting and holding commitments with our respective partners. For the sake of our families.


My wife's relationship with Ara is also fine, they are like brother and sister.


Ara and my wife often exchanged news over the phone. And my children's attitude towards Ara has also improved. The children also already know the form of my cooperation with Ara in the business we are building.


I never called Ara or vice versa, whose phone call was my wife with Ara.


One afternoon, I was sitting on the terrace with my wife.


"Pa... I never called Ma Ara... It's been almost a week. Ara's healthy, isn't Pa?" Ask wife.


"Ooh Papa never called Ara. Maybe Ara's busy, Mom..." I answered as if, but honestly I thought I didn't know about Ara for almost a week.


My wife then went in and took her phone, then returned to the terrace.


My wife tried to call Ara, but 3 times my wife called, Ara did not receive my wife's phone call.


My feelings are getting restless. What happened to Ara? Ara is all right?


" Ara didn't pick up the phone, did Mom?" I asked flatly, I hid my worries.


"Yeah Pa... How did mom think... And this was last seen last night, too. Smoga Ara is fine, Pa..."


" Yeah Ma... Maybe Ara's got another show or maybe Ara's busy."


"But Pa, I know that Ara's online business is smooth so it's impossible if not active. It's Pa..." Said my wife and tried to make another call to Ara.


But Ara did not receive his call. My wife sat down and took a deep breath.


"Already Ma... Don't call again, but maybe Ara's resting. Later in the afternoon I try to call again. Or if not, I'll send a message asking you how it is."


Wife nodded.


"Pa... I don't know why I feel so close to Ara now. Real mom loves ma Ara like a sister's own mother."


I approached my wife and hugged her.


I'm thinking of Ara. What's with Ara?


I tried to calm myself. This moment feels long for me, because my heart is troubled. I opened Ara's profile... But I still see Ara hasn't been active since last night. This afternoon.


"Why are you Ar?" my question is in my heart.


I saw my wife making the bed. I then laid myself on a neat bed.


And my wife sat beside me.


"Pa...Can you buy herbal medicine mom? The cure is over."


"Ooh ya can Ma'am... Papa change clothes first..." I got up and got ready while my wife was ready.


It wasn't until 5 minutes that my wife and I were ready. We went to the herbal medicine shop.


After returning from the drugstore, my wife and I stopped by a city park. We sat there enjoying a nice afternoon.


"Pa... Mom wants to go back to Papa village. Smoga has sustenance Pa ..."


I was stunned to hear it because as long as I married my wife never wanted to go back to my village.


"Tumben mom wants to go back to Papa village. What's up, Mom?"


"Mom wants to see Ara, Pa... Because when Ara came here first, mother did not have time to meet. I want to go there, Pa."


I held my wife's hand.


" Yeah Ma... Smoga of God eases our sustenance, Ma'am .. "


"Aamiin..." Wife says.


My mind went back to Ara... What happened to Ara? Not like Ara usually like this. If there is a phone call from my wife if she can not pick it up for sure later when free Ara will call back.


But this until the afternoon Ara did not call.