My Love is Wrong

Pram and Pipin

Pippin is no longer crying.

"Pram, aren't you in college?" ask Pipin.

" Pram, I'm sorry, I'm sorry to you again. I made you fuss at Armando, and now you're not going to college." Pipin.

"Nothing Pin, "I replied with a long sigh.

"But you didn't go to college?" I looked into Pipin's eyes that were still swollen.

"I want to see you, Pram, "Pipin looks back at me.

"Pram, let's go find some meatballs. I was in a hurry so I didn't have time for breakfast." Pipin.

I'm nodding. I was also in a hurry so I didn't have time for breakfast.

Finally we went to find angkringan meatballs near the campus. Because I have another lecture later. So I skipped college first and second, that was my plan.

Pipin invited me to sit in the corner of angkringan. Pipin ordered 2 bowls of meatballs and 2 warm oranges. Pipin knows my favorite.

Not long time our order came. We ate it with pleasure, because it was the stomach again rumbling.

As I was enjoying my meatballs again, Pipin suddenly thrust his meatball pentol at me.

" Aaak.. try Pram's pentol chip, it's delicious, you know," said Pipin while feeding me the meatball pentol in his fork spoon.

I reflexively opened my mouth and ate the meatball pentol that Pipin was thrusting.

We accidentally met our eyes. And there were strange shivers that filled my heart. I looked into Pipin's eyes, I found sincerity in his eyes. Pipin looked at me expectantly. I could feel the sincerity in Pipin's eyes.

After a few seconds, I turned my eyes away. Then I sighed, and continued eating the meatballs that were in front of me. I control my heart's ungodly feelings.

"Pram, I. I. ," Pipin did not continue his words and then bowed.

Instantly eating meatballs I stopped. I tried to dare to ask Pipin.

'Pin, are your words right on campus. Do you really love me?" my many.

Pipin nodded and remained down.

I lifted his chin and looked into his eyes. And Pipin returned my gaze.

"I love you Pin. It's only true that you love me when I'm an ordinary man who has nothing, and I'm afraid I can't make you happy. I don't want you to be disappointed with my shortcomings. I know you're a child of the people, while I? I'm a nobody, I come from a mediocre family"

Pippin touched my hand. "Pram, I love you for who you are. Ever since I first met and saw you I've fallen for you. I'm happy around you, I feel comfortable around you.'

We looked at each other and reflexively held Pipin's hand.

I love you so much Pram, I'm serious." Pipin convinced me as if Pipin knew my doubts.

"Makasi Pin.makasi for your love and sincerity to accept me for who I am." I clasped Pipin's hand.

I don't know if my sudden decision is right for me or not because at the same time Ara's shadow appears. I took off my hand and sighed.

"Pin, I have to go back to college because at the third and fourth hours I have a lecture" I said as I remembered I had another lecture.

Pipin nodded and prepared to return to campus.

When I arrived at the campus, I rushed to the lecture hall, but Ipin stopped my steps.

"Pram, I'm waiting for you to finish college... I waited under the tree, " said Pipin, pointing to a garden chair under the tree of the campus courtyard.

I nodded and continued my steps.