My Love is Wrong

Shouted again

I tried to regulate my suddenly congested breath. I took a deep breath and then I exhaled.

I don't really care about myself that much. My sick wife needs my attention.

After my breathing began to settle down, I resumed my journey home. Previously I stopped at a stall that has been my subscription for almost 2 months.

After all the dishes and vegetables I ordered were ready, I continued my journey home.

At home, Joseph greeted me. And as usual Joseph touched me, and I sealed his hair. And there was a strong desire, I wanted to embrace her.

"Pa... Papa why the hell... How come Joseph's hugging is like this?" Joseph said, who is still in my arms.

I took off my embrace.

"Emang Papa can't hug you, son? Papa wants to know, Papa's son now how big. All you want to bandingin, Papa's size or you body?" I said with a laugh.

"Dadies Papa... It is not necessary to remember that Papa's body was much larger than Joseph's. How the hell..." Joseph said, moving his mouth.

"He he ... Papa kidding...Papa just wanted to say, Papa darling ma Yusuf." I said then kiss her hair.

"Yes Pa..."

"Sail Sabila is home, son? Papa rarely talks to Saila." I said while putting the food I had bought in the container. And Joseph helped me.

" It's Pa... Sabila's sister inside the mother's temple." Yusuf.

" Ooh that... Papa look at your mother first..." I then went to look for my wife in her room.

I saw my wife sleeping and Sabila nearby was massaging her mother's legs.

" lady,.. How's mom doing? " I approached my wife and sat down by her bed.

"Kok Papa didn't kiss mommy?" My wife said sad.

"Ooh sorry Mom... Papa hasn't had a shower. Odors. Anyway it's looked at ma Sabila. " I said with a laugh and glanced at Sabila.

"Hmmm... Yeah already... I came out first. "When you leave while you sing your mouth.

"Eeeh, why did he leave? Stay here first Sabila, your mother first.. Papa's gonna take a shower, son." I said.

"Mom... Papa take a shower first..." I said and kissed my wife's forehead alternately after that kissed my son's Sabila head.

Wife nodded.

"Oh yes, son... Then please get your mother her dinner in the kitchen... Papa came home from the office directly buy side dishes and vegetables, son."

Then I went to take a shower.

When I splashed my body with water, I suddenly felt like my body was being stabbed. I'm chilly. I quickly accelerated my shower.

After the shower, I felt my body shiver. I immediately searched for my jacket.

"Yusuf, please get Papa some warm water, son."I said sitting on the couch near the TV.

Joseph rushed to get me some warm water.

"Pa... It's the warm water..." Joseph said to me a glass of warm water.

I drank it straight away.

"Son.... Please prepare dinner for your mother, son... Papa wants to sleep tight. Papa's body doesn't taste good anymore." I said, closing my eyes.

"Yes Pa..."

I then tried to close my eyes. I feel my body is a little jolly. My breath is a little crowded.

I took a deep breath. I try to control my breath.

I took the rest of the medicine the doctor gave me a few days ago. I drank it, and I felt a little good. My breath was relieved...

"Pa... Papa why?" Joseph approached me.

"You don't know this, son... Suddenly, Papa's body was full of joy. And just as Papa took a bath, Papa felt Papa's body like it was pierced. But Papa sure gets better for a second. Papa sleep first, son. Don't wait for Papa's dinner later.."

"Yes Pa...."

" Papa rest first ya..." I said and tried to sleep.