My Love is Wrong

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Half an hour later we arrived at my house. My mother welcomed my return. Then I introduced Good to Mom. Mama seems to know that I have a relationship with Good. My mom is very friendly, ma is good.

"Ara, you make nice warm tea first there, so it's good not to get cold and catch a cold." Tell mama.

I went straight to the kitchen and prepared a warm tea for Good. From the kitchen I watched my mom again chat ma Nice, it seemed really fun.

Then I went out and served some warm tea for good.

"Tea the Gus... I'm staying inside, you know, I want to get these dirty clothes inside." I'm elapsed.

Good to nod and continue talking to my mom.

After a few minutes, my mother came in, and told me to come out with Bagus.

I see it's good to drink the tea.

"Gus.. Your clothes are wet, you should go home soon, you are afraid you will catch a cold."

Smile and drink the tea again.

"Makasi yaa yaa Ar tea..Tasty.. Yes, I'll go home first.." Good getting ready to go home.

"Fra... Ilove you.." Good staring.

I returned his gaze. "Yes Gus, don't hurt me!" I asked.

It was good to turn on the bike and leave my house.

I went into the room and broke down. I felt cold, I picked up a thick blanket in the closet, and I put it on.

When I fell down, I faced my desk. Suddenly my eyes stopped on a bunch of edelweiss flowers on the study table.

The shadow of Pram reappears... Yet there is a tight race on my chest.."Hmm Pram never sent me a letter, no word from Pram..Well, maybe Pram has met a girl there..."

I tried to erase Pram's shadow from my mind. Bathinku," now there's a Good who loves and loves me very much.. Which is so attentive to me...Suddenly there was a beautiful feeling of being spoiled in my mind, when I remembered Good holding my hand. And when Good expressed his feelings to me."

I feel so happy, as if Good is my future, my soul mate.

Mom suddenly came into my room and sat on the side of the bed.

"Fra... Mama saw you had a special relationship ma Bagus. Are you dating Ya ma Bagus?"

I woke up from my sleep. I was nervous about my mother's question. I have to be honest or I have to lie. Hm...

I finally decided to be honest with my mom.

"Yes mbk, still a close friend of kok ma.", I replied.

"Yes mama is not a problem, the important thing is that your college should not be a mess. Because soon you have to write a thesis. And it takes your calmness and seriousness in learning. So that what you aspire to soon be realized.

"Yes ma, doain aja ma so that everything runs smoothly.Ara will try to complete the thesis as best as possible so that Ara can graduate next year." I'm spirit.

Mom smiled and stroked my head. Then mom put me eucalyptus oil on my stomach and back.

"Now you rest, baby..." Mom left the room.

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The next day, very early in the morning Good came to the house to take me to the beach. After Good ask permission to mama, me and Good went to the beach.

Along the way Good always held my left hand. I'm so happy. I feel like I'm starting to really love Good.

Arriving at the beach, we look for a shady place under the coconut trees. It was good to buy me a drink and give it to me.

Nice smile. Every time I see a good eye, I see so much love for me, I see the sincerity of loving me. I'm lulled...

It was good to take me for a swim on the beach, but I refused. Since I could not swim, I chose to sit waiting under a tree while reading a novel.

Far away I noticed, It turns out that Good has many physical advantages. His face is handsome, tan skin mature, nose sharp, curls and his posture is high and tall. I'm sure there are a lot of girls on campus who like it, as Dewi said.

I took a deep breath... There's a doubt, "Is it really good to love me? Is his feeling for just a moment?"

It was suddenly good to be in front of me.

""Hey... Why are you Ar?? I called you earlier, but you didn't answer. I saw again fun to read .novel, but after I approached eeee it turns out you are daydreaming again. What's up, Ar?"

It was good to sit in front of me and pick up my novel. Good staring.

I looked down and then shook my head.

" You why Ara?" Good lifting my chin.

I looked into Nice's eyes. We looked at each other, but somehow I suddenly wanted to cry. I doubt it, I'm afraid of being disappointed in the end.

" Why Ara, how do you cry? I'm wrong, are you?" Good looking into my eyes.

"Gus... Are you sure of your feelings? "

Nice smile, then bring his face closer to mine. "Fra... I love you with all my heart. Do not doubt." Suddenly Nice kissed my forehead softly.

The beautiful vibe came again, my heart was pounding erratically.

"I love you Ar..," Good trying to kiss my lips.

But I refused, I put 2 fingers on his lips. I try to control my feelings.

"I love you too Gus, but I'm afraid of losing you."

I'm down.

"Ara, dengerin yaa... Never hear anyone say anything about me. There are a lot of girls in my college who like me but I have no feelings for them. I'm serious, dear you Ar."

Good to convince me.

I looked into Nice's eyes looking for the truth of what was said just now.

It was good to bring her lips closer to my forehead, and hold my finger that was blocking her lips. It's good to have her lips on my lips. It's good to kiss my lips for a second then look at me.

I felt a great tremor in my heart. Just kissed a man this time. Beautiful feelings and so on raged in my chest. Is this what it feels like to be kissed by a lover?? Ooh, it's beautiful and soothing.

It's good to kiss me again, but I'm shaking.

"Gus... I'm sorry, I can't take your kiss anymore. I'm not ready yet" I said.

Nice smile... "It's okay Ar...I love you Ar."

Then we talked about all sorts of things. About our ideals, thesis, lectures, lecturers and others.

I'm happy because Good can convince me that he really loves me.

Before long we go home, because later in the afternoon me and Good must return to the location of KKN.

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