My Love is Wrong

" Silent Ara ..."

ARA

I was still sitting in front of my desk. I was still in the store waiting for my husband to pick me up.

While Siti has permission to go home first because it will take her mother to the doctor.

I remembered the call with Pram earlier. There's only one thing that bothered, why Pram suddenly wanted to see me after a long time we never did a video call.

I'm concerned. But as I tried to calm my heart, I prayed that Pram would be fine.

I know and can understand Pram's feelings, but I'm no different than Pram. I still love Pram, it's hard for me Pram. But I'm sure the move I've taken with Pram is the best.

I let out a breath.

I saw Pram's contact, inactive since we last called.

I heard my husband greeting me from outside. I answered his greetings, then I immediately closed the back door of the store and went home.

At night finished the grave with my children and husband, I sat on the porch looking at the flowers in the hanging pot.

I saw the flower buds of Wijaya Kusuma were ready to crack. I'm thrilled. I remember Pram Wijaya. " You must be healthy slalu Pram." My inner.

Husband approached me.

" Well, that's the bud ready to crack Ma... " Said my husband.

"Yes Pa... Lots of her buds. Tomorrow it's all flowering." I said happy.

"Ma... Aldi ma Arjun when will Ma come home?"

" Next week Pa, Mama called Ma Aldi. They're done semester, so next week we can go home."

"Yes Ma...We're going for a walk..." My husband said with a little laugh.

I'm nodding.

Honestly, my thoughts go to Pram. I'm really worried about the situation.

" Why Ma? Looks like something Mama thought. Any issues?" Ask husband.

" There's no Pa... Mama's just a little tired.." I let out a breath.

My husband looks at me.

"Yeah if your mom is tired again, you should just rest. Or want Papa makein wedang ginger?"

I smiled at my husband. I saw sincerity and could feel the affection of my husband. My husband now spends more time at home than hanging out with his friends.

"Makasi... Mama's going to bed first..."

"Yeah... Or want Papa kerokin?" Husband says.

"No need Pa, Mama is sleepy. Well, Mama go in the room first." I kissed my husband's cheek and went into the room.

I sit on my bed. I'm breaking down my body, I'm pulling a blanket.

I got ready to go to sleep, and tried to close my eyes. But why do I suddenly feel short of breath. I immediately sat down leaning on my bed.

My thoughts suddenly went to Pram. Why do I feel bad like this, I'm nervous.

I took my phone. I took a profile photo of Pram. " You why Pram?" My little heart is crying.

My tears suddenly fell. I took a breath, "Quiet Ara..." I said inwardly to calm my suddenly restless heart.

Pram hasn't been active since this afternoon. My mind is getting quieter. I want to ask Pram's situation to mbak Pipin, but I'm afraid later mbak Pipin misunderstood again.

Finally, I decided to calm myself down and pray for Pram. I took a breath, and remembered Pram's words. " Think well then the good things will happen."

I put my cell phone near my nightstand, and then I turned it off.

I tried to close my eyes. I'm asleep.