My Love is Wrong

My husband's....

My kids tonight are all staying at the hospital. My kids are asleep. I was still awake, hoping my husband would come to his senses from his sleep.

I looked at my husband's face. My husband is very handsome, dignified. I smiled looking at him.

The man who made me fall in love with his pure white face and his own eyes is now struggling to live.

I unceasingly prayed for my husband, for his recovery.

" Wake up my dear.... I need you, I love you so much, please don't leave me. Wake up baby.." Bathink. I caressed my husband's face.

My tears didn't fall, I felt so helpless.

"Honey.... Wake up...." I whispered those words in his ear many times. I hope my husband hears my call and comes to his senses soon.

I was sleepy, and half asleep.

And I woke up because I felt something move my hand. I see, it turns out my husband.

"Darling.." I'm clutching my husband's hand again.

My husband slowly opened his eyes and smiled. I was moved, and I kissed his nose.

"Pa.... Papa's mom is awake. I'm worried about Pa..." I said while kissing my husband's hand.

My husband smiled and tried to open his eyes wider.

" Papa don't force yourself. Papa rest first... Mother in the temple of Papa, the children are all waiting for Papa. " I'm smiling.

My husband raised his hand and wiped my tears and said quietly.

" lady.... I'm sorry yes ...I can't make you happy yet..."

" Mom happy Pa.... Dear mother and love ma Papa, hold on for mother. For the kids too Pa....Yeah..."

My husband just closed his eyes and then opened his eyes again.

"Now Papa rest first... I'm waiting for Papa here. I love you Pa..." I said as I stroked my husband's hair. Slowly my husband fell asleep again.

I woke up early in the morning. I saw that my three children were also awake.

"Mom... Last night Papa woke up didn't Mom?" Ask Sabila

"Papa woke up last night, son, but I told him to rest first. Let it be really healthy."

"Thank God Mom... " Sabila and Rahma said almost simultaneously.

" Sabila, now bring your sisters back home first. Later buy a pack of rice in a warung yaa..." I said and spent 50 thousands 1 sheet.

" Mommy, come to the office for a while. Not long anyway, about 10 o'clock and back here." Rahma.

" Yeah Dek... Later Yusuf will be escorted to school with Sabila aja yaa..." I said.

" Yes Ma'am...." Joseph said, greeting me and greeting his sleeping father followed by his brothers.

Now my husband and I live in the hospital room. I took the warm water that Rahma had prepared to wipe my husband's body.

My husband woke up and smiled.

"Mom.... Papa's thirsty." I immediately brought some water for my husband. I helped water with a pipette.

" Slowly Pa..."

My husband drinks slowly.

"Papa breakfast porridge first... It's porridge for Papa's breakfast. Mum's bribe yeah..." My husband nodded and I bribed him little by little.

But only 3 bribes, my husband is no longer willing to eat it.

My husband looks at me.

"Mom's had breakfast?"

"Already Pa...Rahma bought a pack of rice for mom." I smile.

" lady.... There's something Papa wants to say. You want to hear, right?"

"Yeah Pa... Mom will listen. What does Papa want to say ?" I stroked my husband's cheek.

"Papa apologized before..."

I looked at my husband and I saw a tear in the tail of his eye. I took a tissue and wiped away her tears.

" Why is Dad crying?" My toot.

"Papa is sad because Papa has not been able to happy mother and children. Maafin Papa's. But Papa tried but this is Papa's fate."

"Haush.... Papa now do not see that the effort that Papa woke up has shown results? Papa already has many customers, Papa's business has shown Pa results. Another bit. Aye..." I said to encourage my husband.

Husband smile. "Mommy really loves Papa... Papa is happy, Mom.... Thank you for wanting to keep Papa company until this moment."

" Mom loved and loved Papa very much. I want Papa to accompany me until we have Pa's grandchild."

My husband's gaze was sad, I wanted to cry but I held back. I want to stand up and encourage my husband.