My Love is Wrong

I want to see Papa

I felt better this morning, but my husband still wouldn't let me go to the store by myself.

"Ma... What time do we leave? I'm ready." Husband says.

"Yes Pa... It's ready." I approached my husband who was already in the car.

The car drove to the store.

"Ma... How are you feeling better?" Ask husband.

"Yes Pa... Mama's better, just still dizzy. Maybe recovery Pa..."

"Yeah... Need rest and vitamins like that Ma.... Let's spit normal condition of Mama's body."

"Yes Pa." I looked at my husband.

"Why Ma, how come Papa, Papa is handsome...." My husband said he heard the grin.

I laughed softly.

" Yeah... Papa handsome, until someone wants to marry Ma Papa even though Papa is married." I said and turned my eyes forward.

"Hmmm.... Started by ne... Ma'am..."

I smiled thinly. " Yes Pa... Why?"

"Papa doesn't like it when mom starts to remember the problem. Dad doesn't like Ma..." My husband said annoyed. And I smiled weakly.

"Yeah Pa... Sorry Mama..."

My husband was silent. Hmmmm... I was wrong to make things cold. But yes, it is... I've already, and I'm sorry.

Until the shop, my husband said nothing, not as usual.

"Pa... Mama get down first..." I said she shook my husband's hand.

My husband just kept quiet and nodded slowly, then passed.

I went into the store and did my usual activities. Siti was done tidying up and cleaning up the shop.

PREMATURE

What makes me feel better is that I don't feel shortness of breath anymore. So I can be calmer.

"Pa... How is Papa doing? Dah okay?" Ask Rahma when she just got to the office.

I'm nodding.

" Yes Dek... Papa is more distant now. Papa has no fever anymore and the most make Papa relieved Deck, Now Papa is not short of breath anymore."

"Oh that... Thank goodness Pa... Mom at home worried about Papa. I want to see Papa but I'm not strong yet. "

"Yes Dek, I called Papa yesterday. Now that Papa's better, papa's coming home to see your mother Dek. Papa also miss your mother." I said.

Rahma was weaving her mouth.

"Why are his lips soaked?" My toot.

"There's no Pa... Just really Papa kangen ma mom???" Rahma asked in disbelief.

I move my shoulders.

"Ooh don't believe it? It's okay not to believe. What's important is that Papa really misses your mother." I said and threw my eyes out of the office.

"The problem was that when Papa had a fever, the afternoon was still here, Papa had mentioned someone's name." Rahma.

"Oh yeah??? What do you mean?" My toot.

"Papa yesterday called Aunt Ara's name." Rahma.

I let out a breath.

"Dec... Please don't tell your mother. I don't want your mom to be sick. And Adek needs to know that the ngigau people do not know and do not want what he has said. So Papa hope it's not a big exaggeration...Till your mother finds out." I said firmly.

"Yes Pa...Adek will keep it a secret on mom." Rahma said limp and looked back at her laptop.

I feel bad but I know what to say.

I then prepared to go home to see my wife. Because ever since I was sick I never met my wife. I slept in the office.