My Love is Wrong

Anugrah

"Pram's... I am happy but sometimes I feel guilty. Sorry I'm Pram." I said and looked down. I didn't feel like my tears were going to fall and I kept my head down.

"Darling... I understand how you feel. How do you want me now?" Pram looked at me but I kept my head down.

"Fra... Hmmmm... I'm so confused Ar..."

Pram looked to the side with a confused look.

We were silent for a moment. Pram finally looked at me again. We looked at each other.

"Fra... I love you, and I don't want to see you sad and guilty. If you're burdened it's okay Ar... You lived your life before let it all pass. Assume that never happened."

"Sir Pram... I don't want Pram. I want to stay near you, with you. I don't want to split your ma again Pram "I said while crying.

Pram just shut up while looking at me.

"Pram's... Ii'm sorry...And please understand my feelings."

"Fra... You often say that you feel guilty, and I also feel that way. But really, God, I don't know how best I am. I just love you."Pram lowered his head while holding his head.

"Iya Pram, I know Pram. "

"Fra... You want me how's Ra?" Pram looked at me inside.

"Pram's... Hugged me...I love you, I love you. I don't want you to be away from me."

"My dear... Here I hug.i love you... I love you Ar. My love is the most beautiful gift I can get from God. And this feeling has been around since the first time we met. Please love me and love me."

I'm nodding. "I love you... Prams. I love you too. I want to be stiff as mine, even though I know it's impossible."

"Hust Ar... Don't tell me it's impossible. All is possible if God allows it. Let's go, baby..."

I'm nodding.

"Yes Pram. I always pray for your safety and success."

Thank goodness we both calmed down. We agreed to move forward looking at the future that will happen. Whatever the circumstances may be, we will continue to follow the path that God has shown for us.

"b... Tomorrow I will go to village X, Mr. Amin held a nature Tafakur event for all staff. I've been gone 2 days. You don't call, I'll call you first baby... "

"Ooh yes Pram. But don't macem there... There must be a lot of girls coming. You keep your eyes and heart to me, Pram."

"Hmmm... What the hell, how about that? I'm an old Ar, we're both almost 5 heads so never thought of such things. "

"Yeah..."

" Ara, terrorize me.. I'm not easy to like Ar's people. I'm not the kind of guy who easily indulges my race. You hear that Ar?" Said Pram while looking at me.

"Yeah Pram. But you're auka kidding ma chick. That's from High School you did. You often joke cheerfully ma friends who are girls. I want to be right how you used to laugh at ma women who are girls."

Pram laughed cackling.

"Fra... You really don't pay attention... I used to laugh and joke but my eyes are always on you. You're not conscious, are you?"

"Casak... How can I not see??"

"Yes how can you see, you keep your head down while doodling your paper. If you lift your head, I'm so happy, I hope you'll see me. But... Hmmm no, you just look at me sometimes."

"Ooh that's it.. He he. I'm sorry.. I'm not sensitive. I love you my dear."