My Love is Wrong

Your happiness is my happiness

PREMATURE

I'm glad to be able to chat with Ara. I feel happy to see Ara happy.

I was so grateful to God for His permission, I was able to meet with Ara again. After all this time I didn't know about it, I never thought that I would find Ara back. Even under different circumstances.

I already have my own family and so does Ara. I'm happy with my little family, and I'm sure Ara is also happy with her little family.

After chatting with Ara, I tried to take a break. But my eyes cannot be closed. The shadow of the time with Ara back in time was still sitting on the High School bench playing around in my dreams.

Ara...

I took a deep breath.

"Sir.. hasn't drowned yet." Ask Andre to me.

"Not Dre... I can't sleep ne..Hmmmm..."

"Why sir, is there a work problem?" Andre asked again.

I smile... And look back at Ara's profile picture. And I didn't realize that Andre was behind me and watching Ara's picture.

"That's who Sir... Kalem..I think it's soft on the guy." Andre said he was getting closer.

I was confused to answer... But I think I better tell him what it is.

"Ooh this, my friend Dre.. Temen SMAku... This used to be my beloved girl in High School.." I said while keeping an eye on Ara's profile picture.

"It seems like Pram is reminiscing about the past..." Andre said with a smile teasing me.

"Ah you are there... We each have a family. Well that's just the past, Dre's teenage memories..."

"Bener ne. it looks like Mr. Pram is still amazed that ma mbk in the photo."

"Baduh ne... Mr. Pram even smiled to himself. If you can tell which one in the photo lives where sir? Is it close to here?" Ask Andre curiously.

"Gak Dre's... He lives in my hometown of Dre." Answer's short.

"Thank God that's it." Said Andre.

"What do we mean by Dre? " I asked because I didn't understand Andre's way of thinking.

"What a danger sir if you stay here. Mr. Pram will continue to meet him." Andre said with a smile teasing me.

"Hmmm... Be careful not to talk...Already you sleep first there so as not to go here and there ne question, so that tomorrow can wake up early. He he.."

" Good sir, I slept first... My eyes are also very sleepy ne..." Andre patted my shoulder and passed. And I nodded.

Time has shown at 1 am. I got out of the study, and went to the room that was reserved for me to rest.

I tried to sleep, but my eyes were hard to close. Ara's shadow was like playing around in my thoughts and thoughts.

I don't regret everything that happened. Everything has become God's rule. I realized that all of this was already outlined by God.

Seeing a living Ara full of content makes me happy. "People I love live happily,"my bath.

"While Ara was living with me, maybe she wouldn't be happy. Ara will live hard with me. Ara will suffer with all my life's travels." Thought.

Various thoughts disturbed my head, until I finally reached the point that I would make Ara happy in the rest of my life by becoming the person who would protect her, being friends when he needs friends, being someone who is always there when he needs someone.

"I will take care of you Ara, even if you are not mine. Your happiness is my happiness." my heart.

"The feeling I have is truly sacred to you Ara...

Shortly after, I finally fell asleep.