My Love is Wrong

Staring at the beauty of the sky that I have never enjoyed

PREMATURE

I have to send my customer's order. After the call with Ara, I immediately left my house.

I stopped by the office first, took the order that was already packing Rahma.

" Deck...Orderan Mr Mitro is ready? Papa wants anther now." I said to Rahma.

"Already Pa...Sabila's brother is still the tape of Pa."

"More Pa." Sabila.

I saw Sabila was doing a cardboard box.

"Yeah... Papa wait."

I'm out sitting on the office porch. I saw the highway in front of the camphor was very quiet. I sat looking at the office I had rented for 3 years. I let out a breath.

Suddenly flashed through Ara's shadow. Ara helped me build my business. I'm working with him. ",You're sincere Ar..." My inner.

I love Ara, I love her and I love her. That feeling can never go away. Even now Ara and I are both limiting ourselves for the sake of our families.

We do not want to be happy above the suffering of others. Seeing Ara happy, healthy and fine, it was already very happy for me. And I see my wife Pipin is healthy and happy and that makes me happy too.

I am grateful for everything I have right now. My family is so happy for me, I am with my wife and children.

I looked up at the sky I had never looked up to and enjoyed before. I enjoy the beauty of the blue sky surrounded by pure white clouds as white as cotton. I enjoyed it despite the asphalt heat of the road that coils to the place where I sit.

" lt... Kok Papa sat outside... Hot Pa. Kok Papa hold it anyway...Yes, Papa." Rahma.

I smile.

" Yeah Dek... Papa never saw this beautiful sky. Try to see that... It's cool blue and the clouds are pure white." I still look up at the sky from where I sit.

" Yeah Pa... But hot Pah.. Adek wants to go in. This package is finished packing Pa. Papa want anther now or later in the afternoon?"

" Papa's walk now Dek. You see Papa promised yesterday inter but because of the completion of the molor yaa better Papa inter now only." I said.

"Ooh.... Yes Pa... Be careful on the road... Don't sleep..." Said Rahma again.

I nodded and tied the package to my bike.

" lt... Sabila made Papa coffee, drink it first Pa." Sabila said as she offered me a cup of coffee.

I then drank his coffee. After that, I say goodbye to my children. But before leaving I hugged my two girls.

As I hugged them I said, "Kiddo... Papa's happy to have kids like you all. Papa loves you guys. You take good care of yourself... Keep loving each other and take good care of mom, yeah...."

I kissed my son's forehead in turn.

"Iyaa Papa. adek also dear Papa, very dear. Papa's also careful on the road, don't speed and don't drown."

I nodded and kissed Rahma's hair.

" Pa, Sabila too dear ma Papa... " Sabila hugged me tightly and I kissed Sabila on the forehead.

" It's yaa... Now Papa's the way..." I said and took off my arms at my two girls.

" Yes Pa..."Rahma. Sabila smiled at me.

I turned on my bike and left my kids.

The weather that had been clear was suddenly cloudy. I smiled at the sky. I'm looking for the address I'm going to. After I took a detour I finally found the address I was looking for.

After the payment was over, I implored myself and then continued my journey to my screen printing house which was already like a brother to me.

Before I went to my screen printing house, I stopped by a cool-looking manau.

I sit down to rest there. I pulled out my phone and called my mom. There's a longing in my heart never to see it.