My Love is Wrong

Pipin read it all

PREMATURE

For a few days my head was not healed. I've been taking the headache medicine I used to take if my head hurts again.

Today I have asked Mr. Amin for permission if today I did not enter the office because my head hurts.

I'm trying to fall asleep, take a real break. But I thought of Ara. "Ara would have thought because I didn't send any messages.

I want to send a message to Ara to let her know that I'll call her later this afternoon. But circumstances are not possible, because my wife is near me.

I fell asleep after taking the medicine. And I was shocked to wake Pipin up in anger.

Pipin is furious.

"What does this mean, Pa? Huh!!! You have a relationship with Ara! Why do you do this Pa. What am I wrong?? What am I wrong? I didn't think you'd do this!" Pippin cried and then hit my chest.

I just woke up shocked not to play. Wake up Pipin's truck and beat me in the chest. I still put my life back and then tried to hug Pipin.

But Pipin kept hitting my chest and still crying.

"What's wrong, ma'am? What was? "

"You're evil!!!"

"What's wrong, please tell Papa."

Pipin took my phone and showed me my and Ara's messages. I was shocked and sat down and didn't know what to do.

My life has returned. Turns out Pipin read my message with Ara. Hm... I took a long breath. I didn't think Pipin would open my phone.

All this time I never deleted my messages and phone I put just any. I never thought my wife would open my messages on my phone. Because my wife never opened my phone.

I've been careless.

Now I'm confused how to explain to my wife Pipin.

" Is this Pa?? You said baby to Ara too? You said love to Ara too. Hmm so this is how you are with Ara. I didn't expect Pa!"

"Pins.. Listen to my explanation. It's not all as you imagined."

I tried to hug the pein to calm him down.

" I'm sorry Papa"

"Don't hug me, I hate you. I am just like you. After decades we've been married why can't you do this Pa."

I finally chose silence. Because for now whatever my explanation will not be able to assuage Pipin's anger.

I'm standing by the table.

My headache disappeared. I'm holding my head.

"Explain me. Don't shut up, I want to hear Pa. What are my faults and weaknesses until you do this." Pipin said after starting to calm down and stop crying.

"Jawab honest Pa." Pipin.

Because Pipin forced me to see that I had calmed down, I finally tried to talk and explain what it was.

"Lookin Pin.. I love and love Ara. This feeling has existed for decades. You know how I am after decades of marriage. Did I ever like a woman in college. Even though there are many beautiful women that I know of, I've never been interested and you know that."

" And after we were married, even though we were many years apart, did I ever betray you?? I'm not the kind of guy who loves Pin. So forgive me for this mistake."

I then shut up and sat down.

Pippin cried, and sat in front of me.

"Yeah... I know who my husband is. I know how you are. That's why I really believe that I'm the only woman in your life. That's why I've believed so much in your love and loyalty all along."

I silently lowered my head.

"I never thought that you would betray me after all these decades I believed in you."

"I'm sorry Pin." I said.

"Why with Ara Pa? Though I know a lot of beautiful women who like you attention and you never return their attention. It makes me very trusting of your loyalty, Pa. But why did you fall in love with Ara. Why Pa? Why Ara Pa? Ara already has a husband Pa. Why should Ara already have a husband!! Answer Pa!"

I don't know what to answer, because my love for Ara has never gone away since I knew her. Even before my meeting with Ara again, I was always looking for her. Ara my love.