My Love is Wrong

Lega

Seeing Ara sleeping like that, my feelings of fear appeared. I was afraid Ara would leave me.

I looked at my wife's pale face. "I love you my dear"...Bathink.

I've informed the aunt who accompanied my children at home, that I'm not coming home tonight.

I fell asleep holding my wife's hand.

Around 9pm, I woke up... I slept for almost 1 hour. I woke up with a phone call coming in, apparently from my son, Aldi.

I took his phone call.

"Pa.... How's Mama doing? Aldi's worried about Pa."

" Your mother has improved. You just pray, yeah... Good study so that your semester exams can get good results." I said.

"Yeah Pa....Always Pa's... Aldi always prayed for Mama and Papa. It's Aldi again the same Arjun."

"Ooh yaa, wow again gathering apparently." I said.

"Yeah Pa..." Aldi switched to a video call and I got it.

"Pa... Arjun wants to see Mama... " Said Arjun.

I nodded and pointed my camera towards Ara, her mother.

" Maa... Cepet cured Ma..." Arjun said with a sad look.

Aldi and I guaranteed.

" Please pray for your mother, son...Smoga mama cepet... "

" Yes Pa..." Aldi and Arjun said almost simultaneously.

Ara stays asleep.

" lt... Aldi ma Arjun plans to return home on Sunday. It can be Pa..." Ask Aldi.

" oohs... That Saturday you're done with your exams..." My toot.

" Yes Pa ... Aldi finished Saturday morning Pa.. If Arjun finishes his exam Saturday afternoon .. So Sunday morning we can go home. That's Pa's plan." Aldi explained.

"Thank God... Later Papa booked his plane ticket yes."

"Yeah Pa...Thanks Pa." Said Aldi.

Then we talked about their semester exams. About half an hour later the call ended.

I'm glad my kids can finally go home. Smoga Aldi and Arjun return can be a cure Ara.

I opened the incoming messages. And I saw a message from Mr. Pipin, Pram's wife.

Iopenit.

"Mat afternoon Sir.... It's me Pipin." I saw what time Pipin was texting. A message was sent in the afternoon.

I haven't been able to read the messages that came in. I continued reading Pipin's message.

" ...How is Deck Ara? Has there been any progress? I pray that his condition will improve ."

I sighed, and replied to the message.

"Matt night mbak... Sorry just read the message. The mood has not changed. It even dropped. I hope things get better soon."

My message was read immediately.

"Yes my Lord... Smoga is soon improving sir. Please take good care of Ara ."

I sat down to pray to my Lord, to ask for my wife's healing.

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PREMATURE

Day passed, it was the third day after I got word from my wife that Ara was in critical condition.

I feel uninspired through my days. I feel helpless in my situation. If I had the material advantage, I'd like to fly with my wife to see Ara. I want to be next to him.

"Pa.... Breakfast was eaten first...It's not good for the cold, Pa." My wife said it surprised me.

"Ooh yaa Ma'am... This is Papa eating."

I try to hide my feelings of unease in my wife. I don't want to hurt her heart and feelings.

I then ate my breakfast, with a little bit of me forced to finish it.

My wife looked happy, because I had finished my breakfast.

" bt ... Earlier, Adek said, if Papa will go directly to the printing press, just returned to the office."

"Ooh yes Ma'am .. Makasi has reminded. Yesterday Papa talked about ma Adek really. Now Papa get ready..."

Wife nodded.

Soon I was ready for printing.

"Mom... Papa walk first... Inget, I don't get too tired. Later in the day, I don't have to cook... Later Papa poked his side dishes at the stall, mother stay cooking vegetables aja yaa..." I kissed my wife's forehead.

"Yeah Pa... Papa got on his bike slowly..." Wife greets me.

I turned on my bike and went to my house.

On the way I called my son first.

"Dec... Papa went straight to the printing house..."

"Yes Pa... Later please Papa open a message adek yaa... There's already written what Papa needs to buy." Rahma.

" oohs... Ready boss..." I said.

"Iih Papa... How to say it .. I said ask for help."

I laugh. "Yeah Deck... Papa is ready to be the boss.. The spirit of Dek..."

Rahma laughing.

Then call me to end. Before proceeding, I tried to call Muhlas, Ara's husband.

"Yeah Hello... Mr Pram?" Muhlas answered my phone.

"Morning of Mr ... Sorry distracting. I was just asking about Ara's situation. Has Ara improved?"

"Yeah thank goodness... Ara has already passed her critical period. Now things are improving..."

"Ooh thank goodness... My wife sends greetings to Ara... Smoga Ara Cepet cured yes ..."

"Aamiyin..." Muhlas.

Then after a little chat with Muhlas, I ended the call.

I continued my journey to the printing press. But now I'm more excited, because Ara is getting better.

Relieved my heart... "Ara's spirit, you must heal ..." Bathink.