My Love is Wrong

Two different lives are rolling

PREMATURE

I came home quickly because I remembered my promise with Sabila. Arriving home, I was greeted by Sabila who was ready to leave, as well as Pipin my wife.

The sight made me happy, and I felt tired.

I parked my bike, then headed for the door. Sabila immediately ran over, then kissed my hand and grabbed my hand.

"Pa.. Tabila is hayum.. " Sabila looked at me, then I picked up and I carried.

"Hmmm very fragrant son of Papa...You are ready, baby..." I said while kissing her cheek.

Sabila nodded.

Pipin shook my face, and took my bag. I kissed her forehead.

"Pa... Papa rest first yes, I've made papa the warm tea." Pipin took my hand.

I sat for a while in the living room, drinking tea. Then I took a shower and prepared to leave.

After the bath, I immediately took my wife and my son Sabila away.

"Now we go, yaaa, it's all ready..."I said while holding Sabila.

We went on a motorbike. On the way, Sabila seemed very happy and so did my wife Pipin. I took them to the beach first, which was not too far away.

Arriving at the beach, we take a walk for a while, then find a place to sit. In the afternoon, the beach is crowded.

I bought corn and boiled beans, and mineral water. We chatted with ngidul, understand because there is Sabila. So our conversation always involves Sabila, so that Sabila can talk more smoothly. Understandably, Sabila's current speech is still a bit slurred.

After almost 1 hour on the beach, we finally left. And now what we're going to is a bookstore.

Arriving at the bookstore, I took Sabila's hand, asking her to look for storybooks and picture books.

"Pa... Tabila mo this one... Can Pa? Sabila shows a fairy tale book with crocodiles and deer.

"May darling..." I said as I stroked my son's cheek and Sabila reflexes immediately hugged me.

"What book would you buy? Just pick it up." I said to Pipin

Pipin shook his head and said, '" Then the money won't be enough Pa, next time."

I looked at my wife.

"Don't worry, papa has the money. Papa had a reserve, so now you can choose what book you want to buy.

"Oh that, yeah... We can save the money, yeah..."

Pipin nodded. Then I went to the cashier and paid for the picture book and story that Sabila had chosen.

Then we went home and it seemed that Sabila had fallen asleep on the bike. I carried her into the room, and I put her to bed.

While Pipin and I slept talking about my work and Sabila's development.

It didn't feel like the night was late, so my wife and I fell asleep.

***

ARA

In a different place...

"Fra... How's Aldi, still fussy? " My husband asked.

" No Pa... It was a henchman Pa, no fuss anymore. Maybe Aldi's fussy because the weather's hot again Pa."

" Oooh that is... Papa's son apparently asked to buy AC ya." My husband said as he stroked Aldi's head, who was asleep

"Don't just Pa... The house is still contracted, we should just save the money to buy a house. Little by little it can be a hill."

" Yes Dek... We'd better save the money first..." My husband kissed my forehead.

" Deck... You why? I saw you as less excited. What's the deck??"

I just shook my head. I don't want to burden my husband any more with my feelings and problems.

"Really? Don't keep it to yourself if there's a problem... You better open up Ara."

My eyes glazed. I couldn't hold back my tears. I feel sorry to see my husband who came home from work late and then had to wiri again between families back and forth.

At first it didn't matter. But from the beginning I moved to a rented house until almost 1.5 years of my marriage my husband's family every day came home, and the night home had to be delivered back and forth by the husband. I don't like that.

"Fra... What was? "

I kept shaking, and I finally said, "There's no bang. I'm just tired." I had to lie.

I'll tell my husband but not now."I have to be patient, I'll find the right time to be okay.