My Love is Wrong

Longing

Ever since Pipin knew of my relationship with Ara, every day we had a lot of fuss. I told Pipin that I and Ara are no longer in a relationship.

Every time I go home from work, my phone is checked by Pipin. And nearly half an hour Pipin called me.

The next night when I was going back to the office, we had to make a fuss first.

The point since that incident is that I often make a fuss with my wife Pipin. My house was never comfortable. I'm kasian ma my children, because the atmosphere in the house there is always a fight between his parents.

Every time Pipin gets angry, I'd rather be quiet. I didn't say a word.

The children blame me, except Joseph. Well what can I do. This is the reality I have to live with. This is my love that I cannot cover and I avoid. " I'm sorry Pin," my bath.

I live my life now with work more eager to support my household.

I haven't called Ara in a week, I miss her so much. I only see it online, and I always pray for it to always be healthy and faithful waiting for me.

Love does not have to meet and speak at all times, because true love is in the heart. Ara's figure remained entirely in my heart even though I didn't see her or hear her voice.

I want to immediately complete all my responsibilities here, so that I can immediately pick up Ara and make her happy. " I love you Ara...." Bathink.

I went to the office as usual. Arriving at the office sometimes I was harassed by Mr. Amin and Andreas because they both know that now my wife is diligent in calling to check on me.

"Gee.. Nice now Mr. Pram, mbk Pipin always call attention continues. He he's... " Andreas said with a laugh.

"Hmm good shit, not good. Kayak jailed, later pas not lifted will storm dah. "My eyes while scratching my head that does not itch.

"Well, by the way, is Ara here?" Ask Andreas.

"Son, Ara's in my hometown and Andreas. Must cross the sea first." I said.

"Oh yeah? I think Mbk Ara's here too. Never mind, after all, Mr. Pram ma mbk Ara is far away, why is also exaggerated." Andreas.

"Yes, it has to be. But yes, it is. Not living it. " I said while burning a cigarette.

"That is the sweetener of life sir, " said Mr. Amin while patting me on the shoulder and leaving my workroom.

I just nodded and then I continued my work.

ARA

A week later Pram didn't call me. I miss him so much. I feel sorry for Pram's condition. I can imagine what Pram's life is like right now. "I'm sorry, Pram," I said.

I honestly feel like there's something missing and less since Pram hasn't contacted me. But I try to accept it with sincerity and patience.

I live my days as usual. I kept watching my little family, acting like I was okay. But when I remember Pram, my tears are always dripping unstoppable. "Pram miss you" bathinku.

I keep running my offline and online stores. Orderan somewhat reduced by almost 2 weeks. Maybe because I lack promotion on my social media. But never mind, no problem for me. Because I realized that's the ups and downs of the merchant rizki.