My Love is Wrong

Controlling feelings

Time showed at 5pm, Siti and I were getting ready to close the shop. Siti clean the storefront and clean the store after that just closed the store door.

I'm sending proof of delivery receipt to my customer. And I sent photos of stuff to my medsos. Suddenly my phone rang there was an incoming call. I saw it from my husband.

"Ma .. Not home? I'm at ne's house." My husband said across the street.

"Yes Pa... It's Siti's been sorted out, Mama's coming home soon."

"Yes be careful on the road...Dad, wait at home, " said my husband, who hung up the phone.

Finish the call, I see Pram's contact. "Hmm. It turns out my message wasn't opened." Bathink.

And I've seen Pram inactive ever since I last chatted with me this afternoon.

I've been amazed at how I feel lately. I often think about Pram. I often wait for messages from him. What's wrong with me.

I thought about Pram because I saw sadness in his eyes. Is my feeling wrong????

I try to control my heart and my feelings.

"Mom... Everything's sorted out. Can I go home?" Siti's voice surprised me.

"Yeah yes Siti. You can go home, mom wants to go home too. I also called." I said with a smile.

Then Siti and I went home. Arriving at home I was greeted cheerfully by my youngest son Arini.

"Mama's home.... Horeeeee... Mama tired yaa, later adek massage Mama yaa feet.." Arini said with a sweet smile.

"Yes dear...Now Mama took a shower..Mama stinks nih ... Try to kiss Mama, how does it smell? " me ask while Arini I'm carrying and I tell him to kiss me.

Arini immediately kissed me and said "Harum...Mom is fragrant."

I smiled and kissed Arini again. I carried him into my room. I saw my husband just come out of the bathroom.

My husband greeted me and smiled. I took Arini down from my sling.

"It's okay Ma... Now Mama took a shower there." My husband said with a smile.

"Ooh this is Papa's kid has a bath yet?" My husband said while stroking Arini's hair.

"Udah...It was a bath, brother Azka who bathed adek." Said Arini spoiled.

I then took a shower. As I was about to take a shower, I heard my phone ringing, notification of incoming messages. I just ignored it because I was in a hurry to take a shower. "I'll open it later" I thought.

After the shower, I opened the incoming message. Tarnyata there are some from the SMA group, from the customer and what interests me is the message from Pram.

I opened a message from Pram.

"Fra... Sorry I was busy so I didn't have time to reply to your message. I'll be chatting tonight."

I then returned it,

" Yes Pram...It's okay ..."

I then replied to a chat from the customer, and greeted friends in the High School group. I only briefly participated in my High School group because there was still a lot of homework waiting for me.

"Ma... Let's take a walk..." Take husband.

"You want to take a walk where Pa." I asked back.

"Yaaa we take the children to the Mall, look for Ma's house needs. A lot is over." Husband says.

" Yes, I can Pa... Long time we don't go to the Mall."

Yes Ma...We'll leave after dinner."

I nodded and took a negligee shirt. Then I sat in the front seat of my dresser.