My Love is Wrong

2 Hours waiting

After about three months, KKN finally ended. Thank goodness Mr. Kades gave the best value to all of us. The farewell with the villagers brought a deep impression.

Villagers who always work hand in hand together to solve problems in the village. Family attitudes among citizens are still felt.

After KKN finished I started working on the thesis. So too with Good. We are both excited to finish college soon.

KKN ended but my relationship with Bagus continued. Good if not busy, take the time to drop off or sometimes pick me up home from college. And good Sunday night apples always come.

My relationship is good. And I'm more and more convinced that Good truly loves me.

"Ara, come home from college wait for me. I'll pick you up," said Good when I just drove me to college.

"Yeah Gus, you'll be waiting for me here if I'm not out yet."

" Yes Ar... I didn't take long either. I only met with the supervising lecturer for a moment."

" Yes.. I'm going in first..." I left Good.

I saw Amir reading a book under a tree.

"Hi Mir's... So serious. How did you not get into the lecture hall?" much

"The lecturer has not yet come Ar. "said Amir.

"Ooh that's it... Okey Mir's.. "I took a sitting position next to Amir. I pulled out a book.

"fr.. I saw a guy take you. Who is Ar?" ask Amir while reading the book.

"Ooh that's Mir's friend" I replied briefly.

"Hmm have you started playing secret, are you the same as me? Temen or temen? I've seen him pick you up a lot lately since you got home from KKN." Amir looked at me.

I smiled . " That's my girlfriend Mir...Good name. He's my KKN friend."

" Wow... Love location apparently yaa..." Amir laughing.

"Oh what the hell.. You will surely laugh at me." I was washing my lips.

" Yeah but you have to keep in mind don't get lulled quickly first. You've only known him for a few months. Yes Ar.." Amir advised me.

"Yes Mir... At first I was also hesitant because it turned out that it was good that many of Mir's fans. But over time my doubts disappeared because he managed to make me believe and be sure."

"Thank God... Smoga he's really nice and dear ma you Ar." Amir smile.

Amir was my college friend who always gave me advice that I had problems on campus. And Amir always cheered me on.

I've been waiting for almost half an hour, but Good hasn't even popped his nose. I'm getting pissed. Because the day is getting hotter.

I saw my watch again. "It's been almost an hour, my mind.. I'm starting to feel uncomfortable.

Until almost 2 hours I waited, but it turned out that Good had not yet appeared.

I finally decided to go home in the car.

I got home straight to my room. Miscellaneous thoughts and prejudices dived in my heart. "Why isn't it good to come pick me up?, what's he busy????

I took my diary. I write my disappointments and fears. I don't feel my tears falling.

Tired of waiting, I finally fell asleep.

That night Good came to the house and apologized to me.

"Fra.. I'm sorry I couldn't pick you up, because Hadi asked for a photo of the binding place."

"That's okay," I answered briefly and ignored Good.

"Ara. please don't keep quiet. " It was good to cover his face with both hands.

"You go home, Gus, I'm sleepy. I'm sorry."

"Ar, I'm sorry, but you're still angry anyway?" Good starting to get upset.

I don't like hearing the word Good.

"You never thought you were me? I'm waiting for you for 2 hours more Gus. I can understand you if you bring Hadi any volume but you can find me first for a while. And what volume is up to 2 hours not stretched?? Huh!!!"

"Ar. I'm sorry.."

"Already Gus, you should go home first. You don't know how I feel either." I wept.

Good to keep his head down.

"Alright Ara... I'll go home first. You rest first."

It was good to turn the bike on and then leave.

I went into the room, and cried. I started to hesitate, and I started to get disappointed... "Is this what it feels like to be disappointed? Now I've started to love him..." I speak to myself with my heart.