My Love is Wrong

My explanation, not self-defense

The next day I chose not to talk much. I do my activities as a housewife as usual.

After breakfast, I sat down to enjoy my warm tea. My husband came up to me, then sat in front of me.

"Today's Mama selling?" Ask husband.

I shook my head slowly, and sipped my tea.

"Do you want me to make Pa's coffee?"

" Yes can."

I made a cup of coffee for my husband and then I served it.

I sat back in my seat holding my phone.

I saw my husband was also busy with his phone.

For a moment of silence...

" lady... Remember our conversation last night. I'm not letting you get in touch with Pram anymore. In any form. Call each other or send messages. Not working with him in any form!!!" Said the husband firmly while looking intently at my eyes.

I agree with nodding.

"I don't want to hear Pram's wife say you still have a relationship with her husband!"

"Yes." Yeah."

"I'm thinking of telling your mama about this. So that Mama can advise and teach you."

"Enough Pa. I told you last night, I don't want my mom to know for my mama's sake because Papa knows that my mama is sick. But if Papa keeps insisting on telling my mom, that means I'm not going back to this house. That's aja! " I said firmly while looking at my husband.

" That's not what I meant by Ma... I just want your mom to know. That's all."

"But Ma ..."

"Pa . . I beg you Papa, please this is enough between the two of us. I want to go straight to Papa. Please listen to my explanation." I said.

My husband nodded in annoyance while taking off his phone.

"Please hold off until I'm done" I said.

"Yes continue!"

"Pa... I'm sorry, I do love and love Pram. That feeling just popped up. I don't know when it started. I feel comfortable with him even though I only get in touch with him through Pa's phone. Even if we don't meet in person."

I explained to my husband what he was. I didn't intend to defend myself, but I wanted my husband to know why I could love Pram.

After hearing my explanation, my husband nodded and looked at me furiously.

"So that's what makes you love him! You don't think your relationship is wrong!!!"

"I don't justify what I've done. Wrong is wrong and bad is bad. I just want Papa to know that my relationship is not what Papa imagined it to be. Pram and I were far apart, we never met except when we were in town X. I met him in front of Papa. That's all, and the rest of us pay attention only through the mobile phone Pa. Pram called me just to know how I was doing.

"Pram became my back when I had a problem. When you only care about your big family. When you are busy with your lust for polygamy when I cannot serve you as a wife. So Papa should know, I love and love Ma Pram because I realize he loves and loves me very much. Unlike Papa, which is just because I have a weakness of directly intending to polygamy. How big is your love for me??? But never mind... I'm not guilty Papa, I understand. But Papa needs to know, when there is an issue of our city will be hit by a big tsunami that time, Pram came here Pa. So much affection for me, that's what makes me love and love Pa more. I'm sorry."

"Pram dear and love ma me since we were still sitting in high school, he harbored his feelings because thinking I had a fiancee at that time. And Pram's love is timeless, he loves me not because of physical but really sincerely loves me. "

Finished saying it all, made me relieved. I want my husband to know how we are related. It wasn't a love affair like the one he imagined.

I'm not saying that when Pram came to my town, we met. Because I thought it would make the atmosphere worse. My husband will think things through even if I explain desperately. Let it be my story and Pram and his friends at that time

Husband's silent.