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Official, Dating?

Renjana Kanya's

My face is still hot. My reflexes ran away when Araz asked the question of when I started to become interested in him. How can I answer that? Just looking at him suddenly embarrassed me. Dan, what did I just do? Asking the man to show his scar. Again.

I can't even imagine if Araz refused a second time after making myself a bait for a hungry beast. Well, anyway, I enjoyed the kiss. Warm, soft and...

Oh, damn. Kanya Poor. You really are shameless! It could be that your brain now is just a kiss and... Araz.

From behind the door I could still hear Araz's voice.

"Kok ran away anyway. Answer dong first, yes."

"Bodo, I don't want to answer!" I shouted from behind Arez's bedroom door.

Didn't the man know how embarrassed I was to hear his statement. Ah, even I can guess, he actually held back a laugh from looking at me bashfully. It really is that guy. What's the importance of him knowing when I'm getting interested in him? And, I could have immediately agreed Araz's invitation to get into a relationship. This is also not the first time for me, but why am I so shy to realize the reality if we are now?

Really, think what the hell lo, Anya! Even nerima Putra aja you need a week to think. It's not even an hour you answer right away. Are you sure this is what you expect from Araz? Putra Lagian... Why do they want to be banding?

Ah yes, about Putra, I did not tell the man at all if I had to go to Bandung since yesterday. I even deliberately turned off my salary, because I did not want to disturb my meeting with Arez which turned out to be completely far from my expectations. How did the man react when he found out that Araz and I decided to date?

Well, if you look at his reaction yesterday, it wouldn't have affected anything that happened between me and Araz. He has decided to protect me as his sister. No longer the woman he loved.

Huuff... I took a long breath. My smile expands. There is a burden that secretly feels relieved when taking my revenge on the Son. That easy. Yeah, it's that easy. Damar said, Almira said, that I also deserve to be happy.

I meant to get to bed when I heard Araz's voice from behind the door. The man uttered a sentence that made my face and heart warm.

"Thank you, Rez. You have brought Kanya into my life. I owe you a lot of the same. I promise, next I will be happy Kanya. Your job is done. Time to sleep peacefully."

"Thank you Rez, I can be happy too, right? Sori if I can't apologize the same way you. But you want me to be happy, right? And I found my happiness thanks to you. Thanks, Arez," I whispered in Araz's words.

My smile expands. Although there was still grief left when I learned such a shocking fact about Arez, I had to keep smiling. However Arez had prepared all this to keep me happy. Not otherwise. Although I cannot deny it, there are regrets that I have not been able to heal. Yes, it may be as the earth moves around the sun or it may spin on its own axis.

***

I just closed my eyes when I felt something cold touch my cheek. My eyes blinked. Keep your eyes in the dark.

Araz smiled as our gazes met. His cold hands - perhaps by ablution water or even after a bath - touched my cheeks and channeled the cold through the tips of his fingers.

"Wake up, we must return to Jakarta before the light. Hanung could have hunted me to the end of the world if you hadn't entered today."

"What time is this?" I asked with a typical hoarse voice to wake up. While Araz still did not remove the smile from his lips.

"Hour four. Just dawn again. Come awake!"

I think my head feels dizzy. I just fell asleep thirty minutes after talking to Arez at 01:00. And I could never really fall asleep thinking about that guy. It was only thirty minutes ago when my consciousness slowly disappeared and fell asleep. Damn, Araz ruined the wise moment I just felt.

"Some, wake. Want you, I live here?" threatening Araz is still trying to get me out of bed. While I still insist on closing my eyes as a defense for the man to surrender.

But Araz pulled my hand out of the cocoon I made with the blanket. Even if I don't move out of bed that feels comfortable and warm.

"Five minutes, huh?"

"Can't Do It. It's Monday and we could be stuck in traffic at any time if we don't leave right now." Araz is still trying to wake me up.

"Oh, seriously. Still drowsy I tuh," I said sulking which actually makes Araz increasingly intense wake me up.

On his umpteenth attempt, I finally succumbed to Araz. I carried the cocoon that wrapped my body as long as I was closed. The man smiled as he stroked the top of my hair affectionately. Making my stomach suddenly feel amused like there are thousands of butterflies flying down there. Before he left Arez's room, he kissed me on the forehead and my two eyes. Makes me feel more wrong.

Araz always made me misbehave just a few hours after we.

Wait, so... Eh? Seriously I have a boyfriend? Araz's? We were? Oh my God, did he see my waking face?!

"Aaa.. could be wrong my grandiose behavior if the cake gini way!" I shouted while hiding my face on the pillow. I'm really embarrassed to have to come face to face with Araz again.

***

Dad insisted on asking Mr. Yanto - the family's personal driver - to drive us back to Jakarta. He said Araz should not drive too far because his health condition is not stable. He also strictly forbade me when I offered to drive. The danger is that women drive long distances. Though I have been used to driving long distances if at any time want to unwind. Even when the lecture was quite a long distance I also went through every day.

"Don't forget to play here a lot. Mommy will surely miss you," said Mommy while hugging me as we say goodbye.

"Oh, what will you do now?"

Araz sulked as my mother hugged me longer than when he hugged the man. I secretly smiled. The man, it turns out, also had a side as a child.

"God, Mother's child this one. How spoiled are you." Mother replied by ruffling Araz's hair. While the father only laughed at the behavior of a man who is now considered his own son. "You take care of yourself. Be careful on the road. Kanya, Mommy asks for help with you, make sure Araz is always okay huh. Sometimes he's always so reckless if he's done what he likes."

The face of the middle-aged woman was cloudy when she told me. I know, after our departure, you will definitely feel lonely again.

"Yes, Mother," I replied briefly as I relaxed the tip of my lips. Mother rubbed the tip of my head before taking off her embrace. "We, please turn back, Mother, Father."

"Yes, Mr. Yanto is also ready," said Father absolutely indisputable.

The figure called Mr. Yanto was ready beside the car door. Thwarted my plans to drive until Jakarta replaced Araz.

"Nothing, it should be as if we can sit down," teased Araz before entering the car. I only sighed when I caught up with him.

Finally we both sat in the back seat by putting Mr. Yanto in control. This is why I insisted on driving in place of Araz. Sitting alone at a distance without a partition between me and Araz makes my heart rhythmically without rules. Unfortunately the man found out and increasingly teased me.

Araz sat next to me and cornered me so I wouldn't move. Though the bench on the side of the canoe is still quite relieved if it has to accommodate one more person. He did it intentionally. Sucks.

Obviously, his behavior made Mr. Yanto smile when he glanced at us from the middle spy and successfully embarrassed me half to death. I'm usually embarrassed just sitting next to a guy. Especially just by imagining if we are now officially dating.

Oh my God, that word came to my mind again. Fishing a red tinge on my cheek. Although I can't clearly see it, at least I can feel how red my cheeks are right now.

"Not to be ashamed if you want to sleep. Brother's shoulder is ready to make it a backrest," said Araz while showing off a smile with a wrinkle at the end of his eyes and dimples on both cheeks.

"No, there's something else to fad about when I sleep."

Araz's laughter melted. The man grabbed my head and leaned it on his shoulder.

"Udah, just sleep. Don't be shy about it, Mya. Same with this boyfriend. Yes, right, Mr Yanto?" araz asked for the opinion of the man who was focused on staring at the street. Mr. Yanto only nodded kindly before returning to focus on controlling the steering.

While my body suddenly stiffened and lost the word must reply how. My reaction really made Araz's laughter even wider.

"You're really excited if you're shy gini," he said while peeping the top of my head.

God, protect my heart from exploding under Araz's treatment.