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Anger
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There was no time at 07:00 in the morning when Putra drove his car towards Kanya's apartment. After his chat last night with Arlan, the man has a thousand plans to face his former lover who is actually his stepbrother at this time.
First, he had to apologize once again to Kanya. If the woman insists on avoiding him, then she will wait until Kanya is willing to forgive him sincerely from the heart. No need to rush. It may be true too Noah said, Kanya needs time to heal her heartache, as she has been doing all this time for herself.
Second, third, fourth and so on... The son planned what he would do. Again, he did not need to rush. There is still plenty of time to fix everything. Because basically the Son believes that if deep in Kanya's heart, there is always a place for her. As a happy being it may also be a wound.
The car that Putra was driving entered the Kanya apartment area. The place is far from the flood area that for several days now holds the Special Capital Region which has been officially transferred to Borneo. This makes it easier for the Son who does not need to bother getting stuck in traffic and flooding at once. Especially in a solid hour like today. The son can casually drive his car even though sometimes it has to stop due to unavoidable traffic jams. That's just a few minutes. Until the latest Honda Civic series output, entering the Kanya apartment building.
Actually Putra already knows in full until in what unit Kanya lives. Only, he could not afford to knock on the door of Kanya's apartment and just wait in the lobby. Wish the girl would come down shortly afterwards.
Sure enough, while waiting for Kanya in the apartment lobby, Putra caught the shadow of the woman coming out of the elevator. Along with a man who had punched him a while ago. Knowing the closeness of the two people, somehow makes the Son feel unacceptable. He approached them and pulled Kanya's hand away.
"Son, what are you doing here? How do you know I live here?" ask Kanya with anger that cannot be held back. As expected of the Son.
The woman's face immediately turned irritated when she realized that it was the Son who had already withdrawn his hand. Anger was clearly sculpted on his face. While Putra was already jealous to see Kanya walk with another man. Though he had promised himself that it would not make Kanya feel uncomfortable or force the woman to accept his presence.
"It's not important I know who you live here from, but what the hell is this? Do you even live like that guy?"
Truly, the Son did not expect the question to slide from his lips. The man had tried as much as possible not to issue a sentence that actually made Kanya more distant. There, he had hurt Kanya's feelings not even in the 10 minutes they had met.
"If you do what? I ask now, what does it have to do with you, where do I want to live and who is the same? What do you care?"
"Obviously I care about you! Because lo..."
"What, I what?"
"Because you're my sister. I also have a responsibility for your association and safety, Kanya. From now on," the voice of the Son began to humble itself as he said that sentence.
The son realized that he had been mistaken. The purpose of meeting Kanya is not to add injuries, but to apologize for the mistakes he has made. Yet again, the Son hurt the woman's feelings. The woman he wants to take full care of, even if not as a lover of the heart.
"Unfortunately, I don't need a brother like lo. I've been quite happy living without parents, let alone brothers," Kanya said before leaving the Son.
The man was just glued. He had no regrets about letting Kanya go. There is still time to talk to the woman from heart to heart. At any time, the Son promised to wait. Until the wound in Kanya's heart was completely healed by time.
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"Well, where are you from?" arlan asked as the Son had just come with a matted face.
Arlan was doing stretching movements in the sun when he saw his friend coming. Compared to others, only the keyboardist Nada Sumbang who often exercise even though only light movement. While Putra routinely runs every morning. But today, he again escapes the harsh reality that approaching Kanya is no easy feat.
"I'm the same again. I wonder myself sometimes. Plans that I think will succeed, always contradict the results as reality. It's a bitch."
"Yes patient, you yourself said you want to start slowly again from the beginning."
"My own fault anyway, the datengs were immediately angry. Try to invite him to the coffee shop, sitting down while eating breakfast is not necessarily going to be like this happening."
The son took a breath in response to Arlan's question. It was like he was suppressing the turbulent feeling in the chest. He wanted to deny the jealousy that suddenly hit, but that was the reality that the Son felt when he saw Kanya with another man. The man who once left a bruise on his face.
Yes, Putra admitted that he deserved to be beaten. After all his attitude towards Kanya back then was outrageous. Not like a man. Especially to be rude to women. But if he can defend, he does it out of jealousy.
Heh, jealousy. The man smiled cynically when again jealous became the reason he could not control himself. Following the question that during the trip back to basecamp disturbed his mind. Is he worthy of jealousy? Who does he deserve to feel jealous when he sees Kanya walking off with another man? Isn't that what was expected? Seeing Kanya happy and accept the fact that their status is now tied as a half-brother.
"Woi, it's still this morning. Udah bengong aja lo kayak cow toothless," snapped Arlan surprised Putra.
"Sori, think again..."
"Are you? So I asked, why are you so early in the morning you can't have emotions?"
"Gue can't accept him walking with another guy."
"Geez, I guess, he's the same guy who's been non-jok lo some time ago. Huh yeah?"
The son nodded weakly. While Arlan just bobble while continuing to warm up. Sometimes he was surprised by the attitude of his friend. The son could easily be ignited emotionally if it was related to Kanya. Though the man himself who just last night told her that he would accept the fact that Kanya is now his half-sister. The son also said if he did not want another sister who is still in the womb of Kanya's mother, also experienced things that he had experienced. But sometimes desire always contradicts reality. And that is what often happens to the Son when it comes to Kanya.
"Udah, slowly Put. Finish one-on-one, don't rush. Sure your efforts are the best. Wherever the result will be, it's not about you, but about Kanya. Either he makes peace with his pain, or he forgives himself who has been so hard to deal with your problems, or he will accept the reality if this problem matures. Believe me, there is no problem that there is no solution Put. If you're trying, yes you just wait for the results how," said Arlan at length. The son looked up at him more and more. "Why again?"
"Gue doesn't know that you can be so wise that you can be so wise" replied the Son, making Arlan reflexively throw a small towel around his neck. "Ish, what a slob!"
Looking at the behavior of the Son who was tearing up while entering the house, making Arlan laugh. Soon, he resumed his delayed activities.
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Hey, author Yoru said hello. 😊
So, how did the story of Kanya, Putra and Araz go so far as you think?
Someone hastily read every time there is a notification up, right? Curious 😁
Yes, there is or is not there, going home will continue anyway. Until later, he really found the real place to go home.
Btw, thank you for your input for Brother Oot - Juan's mother, the most handsome man in NovelToon - already enlightened about the use of the "POV Son". So you have to re-read again about POV who did not know when the last time you read. 😁😁
Must open KBBI also and finally meet said Renjana who then change the point of view markers between characters so that readers are not confused and confused. Again, thanks for the input, Oot. 😘
Enjoy reading to all! 🔥🔥🔥
Oh yes, it seems to be exciting if every at the end of the chapter, there is one word reviewed with KBBI guidelines.
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