Go home

Surrender

Menjana

It was almost eleven o'clock in the evening, but Kanya had not yet reached home. The heavy rain after Isya made Putra even more worried. Especially when trying to contact Kanya, the number he was referring to was inactive. It is not usual for the woman's HP to die. Kanya is a typical person who prepares everything during a long trip. Even the smallest need. So if until his HP dies, there must be another reason.

Whahuh? That is what the Son does not know and is thinking about. Though today Sukma has also been allowed to go home, but the woman is actually not there to welcome her mother. Sukma did understand that his only daughter was picking up Araz to the airport. But the son who could not accept it. Kanya should be home when Sukma has been allowed to return home from the hospital.

Angry son. His feelings are getting messy. Although in his heart he also asked, should he be angry at Kanya who already has her own life?

The man is getting restless. A cup of hot chocolate can't dispel feelings of anxiety. He's pacing back and forth in the living room. His ears were sharp listening to the roar of the vehicle. Every now and then, he exits the house to check if there is a sound of a car approaching and ascertain whether it is Kanya or not. However, as the clock approached midnight, the woman was still not seen.

Eka who had not slept was also worried about Kanya and asked the Son to ask where they had reached.

“Number is inactive, Pa. Iky called from earlier.”

“Try Araz. It's almost midnight, but they haven't arrived yet. Papa is worried something happened.”

Lazily, the Son obeyed the words of Eka. Actually, the man doesn't want to deal with Araz anymore after the incident a few days ago. It felt like he was still embarrassed to admit his insolence when he admitted that he still had more feelings than a brother towards Kanya to Araz. I don't know what the Son was thinking at the time. Acknowledge his weaknesses in front of opponents.

Mahameru's Son

Hey Bang, I just want to make sure where you guys are? Papa's worried. It's raining here and you're not home yet.

Before long, Araz's reply appeared on Putra's screen.

Alcatraz

Entering the city. We didn't arrive very long. Sori was worried.

Son didn't reply to Araz's message. He only told Eka if they would soon arrive. Before the encounter with Araz was inevitable, the Son chose to step aside into the kitchen and sit in the dark. Playing his third chocolate cup still steaming. At least he wanted to stay relaxed even though his thoughts and feelings were burning with anger.

Sure enough, not long heard the roar of the car entering the garage of the house. Eka's voice when welcoming them was clearly caught by the ears of the Son even though the sound of rain was no less loud. Despite knowing that Kanya could not miss her place of hiding, the Son still remained out of the kitchen. That's the goal. He needs to talk to each other without being heard by anyone.

"Geez!" kanya shouted as the Son surprised her with a question as to why she had just returned home by midnight.

However, Kanya's answer ignited the anger of the Son. The man was worried about Kanya. He hasn't slept until now waiting for Kanya to return home safely. Although his intentions are not really sincere and the result of jealousy towards Araz, but the Son is really worried about Kanya. He didn't want anything bad to happen to that girl.

"The way you care is too late," said Kanya left a pain in the heart of the Son.

The man smiled cynically. So if their status is different now, is it true that the Son should not care about Kanya? In a way that he thinks is excessive or not?

"Keep like what you consider not excessive?" tanya Putra renounces the use of the term I-you as she used to use.

The son was angry at Kanya. Moreover, he was angry at himself who could not do anything. In front of him, Kanya stood in fear. The woman kept replying to him with harsh remarks and pushed him away. The Son did not want to do anything. Maybe it's true she's jealous of Araz. Maybe it was true that he was angry with Kanya or himself. However, he was unable to hurt Kanya. Even so, the woman's eyes still shone on the wounds she could not see.

A cynical smile expands on the Son's face. After saying the thing that made Kanya's tears flow, she left the kitchen. Maybe it's time to really let Kanya go. Surrender with all the hassle to save the relationship that is still being established today. Before the Son, Kanya completely lost in whatever form it was. For him, it will be more painful.

***

The son woke up early. He has a mission to complete immediately. After Fajr, she was ready with her gym clothes and waiting for Araz to wake up. Although he did not know exactly what time the man woke up, at least he had prepared early if Araz had gone out of the guest room.

The alleged son did not miss. Araz came out of the guest room shortly after he was waiting for him in the living room. Their views meet. Throwing each other stiff smiles and awkward greetings.

Now is not the time to put forward the ego, Son. Lo should be able to. For Kanya. For the sake of the future you must walk without the woman as a companion.

"Bang, there's something I want to talk about. Any time? If possible, all of us run in the morning," take the Son when Araz stands not far from him.

The man frowned accepting the Son's invitation. After showing her the empty glass in her hand and saying if she was thirsty, Araz answered.

"That's fine, but I don't have sweatpants."

"Gue there are many. There are some I have not used either. Don'worry. I'll get it. A moment."

The son rushed to his room on the second floor. Before long she went downstairs carrying sweatpants and handed it to Araz.

Huuff ... He took a long breath over and over again. Strengthen and dispel the jealousy that was secretly peering behind the door of his heart.

You should be able to, Son. You have to make sure right now if you want everything to be done.

"Gue is ready. Yuk," Araz surprised Son who was breathing.

They walked out of the house in the elite housing estate. Their appearance is too flashy to make some people who do morning activities turn their head. Two grown men. One looks like a local, but can grab the attention of everyone with a handsome face similar to the vocalist Sheila on Seven.

And, the man next to him has an imported face from South Korea with his characteristic narrow eyes, as well as his pure white skin. His friendly face with wrinkles around his eyes as he smiled made the passersby glued to him. A perfect combination for anyone who intersects with them.

"There's definitely something you need to know about Kanya, huh?" araz asked on the sidelines of their morning run. Unlike Putra, Araz's running rhythm is slower and more organized than that of a hurried Son. However, it is still parallel because Araz's steps are longer.

"Yes, something's still bothering me."

"Ask aja. I will answer that."

Their steps were getting slower, before finally actually taking a leisurely walk on a jogging track in a residential park not far from Kanya's house.

"What can you offer to be happy, Kanya?"

Araz didn't answer the man's question right away. He didn't seem to think either. It was precisely the Son who seemed anxious waiting for Araz's answer.

"There's nothing I can offer. Especially I promise. Kanya has the right to choose who she's happy with."

"What if he's happier when he's with me?"

"He has the right to decide, right? If it turns out he is happier with you, yes I can what. But I will make sure of one thing, I will not be that easy to let go of Kanya for anyone. Including lo."

Araz's words sounded gentle, but it was clearly a tone of threat in his speech. However, instead of trembling, the Son laughed. Undeterred. Very loose. The burden from the morning was so heavy on his shoulders, as if released. Without remainder.

"Thank you, Bang. I am relieved to hear your words. Sori if I ever mess up your relationship. But now, if it's lo, I'm really willing. And I'm sure, Kanya must also be happy together lo. Thank you once again," said the sincere Son. Though tears welled up in her eyes. But it was not tears of sadness. There was a burden that he let go of secretly.

Kanya's.

A name in his heart, now similar compressed particles are increasingly decomposing.

For the first time, the Son completely gave up on the situation and let go of Kanya completely. Let him be whatever, as long as he is beside the woman. Because being hated by him hurts more than anything in this world. The son does not want to repeat it again.