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Renzana Alcatraz

The rice field in front of me was not appetizing at all. Though, Hanung voraciously stuffed the fatty rice into his mouth. He even occasionally glanced towards the rice that I had not touched at all. Go after rendang which became his favorite food.

"Gue knows how to kangen with Kanya, but not necessarily like teenagers who fall in love with her. Not eating that." Hanung's curse makes me grimace. The term teen in love that she used made my stomach tingle.

"I don't know how I feel. Again lazy to think of love, but on the one hand also miss the same her."

Hearing my uncharacteristic speech, Hanung just gawked. So he said, "Lo's sick again, Raz? Not that a few months ago you really intend deketin Kanya, until please recognize him. How is the response different now?"

I laughed wryly. What was that like that seen by Hanung? Honestly, I love Kanya. I wanted the woman more than anyone even anything in the world, but knowing the fact that there was still an unforgettable name in her heart made my feelings ache. Although I have said it to wait until Kanya is completely able to forget the Son completely. In fact, my feelings are not easy to take for granted.

"Gue is actually curious about Raz, your relationship with Kanya is not good anymore, right?" hanung asked suddenly when he saw me just stupefied in front of him while occasionally playing s-pen. My left hand was busy doodling on the tablet. While my eyes focus on rice paddies that have not been appetizing. Although actually my stomach is already sore because of hunger.

"Why the hell lo? It is not usually gini. Not even connect to Kanya for three days. That's something rare. You are sick, all you have in mind is Kanya. Ask Kanya how, Kanya is doing. Yes, even if you tell me to make sure he's where the hell he is. Here, no news at all. I need an underline. Not at all to tell."

Hanung's long words were only answered with a wry smile. I was lazy to tell the man if I was jealous of my sister Kanya continued. Alias Putra, since the man admitted that he still harbors feelings for Kanya as an ex-lover. Even the same fact if Kanya also still has not completely forgotten the Son.

I know, this feeling could be straining my relationship with Kanya. Instead of making the woman fall in love, it could be making her more distant. And it makes the chance of the Son approaching him even more wide open.

Heh, I even think bad about them more often. Especially when I'm away from Kanya. While they are at the same time and place. They may even miss a moment together more often.

I took a long breath. Throw away that tormenting feeling. Although not entirely successful.

"Kan lo also know, I'm not a half-hearted person if you focus on something. Well it just so happens that my focus is again poured into our project," I said looking for an excuse.

"Here, the slippery is very lo like a power holder. I think I just knew you. Raz, I know exactly who you are. Never mind, don't waste. I know, being busy is just an excuse to avoid something. Try here saying. What makes your attitude like this? The more you avoid, the problems you face will not be quickly resolved."

Hanung looked at me sharply. While I pretended to be busy drawing on the actual tablet the more out of shape what I drew. Only an intangible streak of lines became more and more similar to how I felt right now.

"So seriously you don't want to tell me the same story?"

"I don't want to tell a story. I just don't know how to start the story. Too complicated, Nung. You ever heard of how the Kanya family is?" I said in the end after creating a long silence between us. Hearing my question, Hanung looked pondering. As if thinking of something.

"Gue never heard directly from Kanya, but some time ago again crowded talking about office children if he's the same brother of vocalist Nada Sumbang. You know, the band is on the rise, he said. I haven't been following music lately. They are also not siblings. So Kanya's mother married her father again in the vocalist. If it's not wrong, then. I also hear from kids who like gossip. I don't know if it's true."

Hanung's story made me take another deep breath. Even the issue of Kanya brothers with Putra first spread than the woman was rumored if she already had a lover. Again the pain slapped my heart. I'm under the control of Cumburu.

"Yes, I know. I met him too. He's also the one who bought my apartment at the time to sell my hard work all this time."

How narrow is the world, right? Even our stories are interconnected and inevitable. It was as if the universe had deliberately brought us closer to an unusual, complicated story.

"Seriously? Keep the same relation to your broken mood what is this?"

I did not answer Hanung's question and instead chose to lay down on the back of the sofa on the second floor. A place that is deliberately provided specifically to relax like employees later.

"They used to date."

"What's? Seriously lo?" hanung shouted when he heard my comment. The man even choked while drinking mineral water and caused him to cough.

"So I have to lie to you for what?"

"For whatever reason, I hope this time you're lying anyway, Raz."

"Unfortunately I have no interest in lying this time," I said lazily. Hanung was getting excited as soon as he heard my answer.

"So how can the story be? How come you never told me the same thing?"

"Where do I know why Kanya never told me."

"Keep, you don't want to tell me the same story?"

I took a long breath. It feels sorry to have told Hanung about what I feel now. The man continued to hunt me with questions that made me more lazy to respond.

"I swear, you know the story, Raz. I want to feel relieved." Hanung's pretext for satisfying his curiosity. I laughed cynically.

"In short they were dating from High School, but they broke up two years ago when their parents decided to get married."

"Well, what parents don't know each other? If from SMA until about two years ago means at least eight years dong?"

"Son kayaknya already know his mother Kanya, but Kanya does not know her father Putra. The man was busy taking care of the company in several cities. Well, the first time to know his father Son, the man also introduced Mama Kanya as his future wife."

"Crazy. There could be a story like that. Wait a minute, but this hasn't answered my question. Why is this mood so bad? They're already ex-‘kan?"

"It's easy by the way. The reality is not that easy either."

"Where is that?"

"Hufftt .. lakinya send a message to me saying that you still like Kanya. Not as a sister, but as a woman."

"Crazy at all! Very complicated your story. Keep thinking the same confession?"

"hey are. How could I forget. Even if he wants to forget immediately."

"Well, how is Kanya, dong."

Yes, it should be as easy as Hanung said. However, the reality could not be as easy as the man's words. There was still a feeling left in Kanya's heart and I couldn't bear it. I just want Kanya to think about me. Without another man among us.

"So, I don't know what else to do."

"Can't you forget it yet? But if my advice anyway, Raz, you also can not mean Kanya to completely forget the same ex-lover who is now her brother. Moreover, their status is now a half-brother. They will stay connected and connected. If you're still carried away by the atmosphere like this continue that there you torture yourself."

"What do I need to do? I ‘kan also have feelings, Nung. Well even though now Kanya's feelings have been more open to me, but I don't feel it every time I remember that she is still thinking about the Son. Not ribet anyway? Gini's been dating."

Hanung's laughter broke upon hearing my desperate words. The man patted my shoulder which was still leaning on the back of the sofa.

"Have married. Who still dares to snatch Kanya from you if her status is clear. As long as you are still dating, there will also be other Sons who will approach Kanya. What is clear is that sometimes there are still people who try sedain loh. Especially the one who's still a boyfriend."

Hanung laughed with satisfaction after saying his advice which was actually impressed by joking. Even so it was able to expel the slight feeling of unease in my heart. Although the conversation of the matter of marriage actually raises a new polemic. From the beginning, my intention was to get Kanya married. It's just that the woman asked him to walk naturally.

Huffttt .. maybe I do need time to pull over before finally fighting and making sure if the curse of Arez is not wrong.