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A Morning Mentari

Renjana Kanya's

The lyrics of the song that Putra sang as the closing of the concert last night are still in my mind. I can't deny that the tears that fall are a form of wound that is no longer shaped. I just want to call haru. Because, all can not walk as we want to be together. My heart is held captive to Araz. It's okay if I keep the name of the Son as a longing? Like the lyrics he sang last night.

I know this is what's best for you

Keep walking even without me

After telling me and you

We are now just a shadow

Go as far as you can

Achieve all your dreams too

Just don't you ever forget me

If we were ever one

Our story is not just a series of words

Like a poem or novel

Then just remember me in your heart

As long as I ever meet

And I ‘kan learn how to merela

Not only Son, I am still learning how to let go. Fortunately, I first found an antidote that could make me step away from the feeling of being blackmailed. And I hope that the Son also finds an antidote.

Maybe, Angel.

Not without real cause, when I whispered in the ear of the man when it was after the gig last night.

"Again look, Angel. Although you never see him, he is always behind you. It has been and never changed. His eyes remained the same. He's in love, not just in awe."

However, the son denied it. The incident in Juanda that got them involved in a moment still made the man upset every time he remembered it. Even he admitted that until now, the girl did not apologize to him at all.

"Why should Angel apologize. It's only natural that he doesn't apologize, either. He is not wrong, my son. It's just a confession that everyone wants to know. Though Angel's intentions are also good. If at that time he shouted and the fans you know, it will be more complicated the situation," I said trying to give understanding to the Son once again.

No matter after this he was still being stubborn or not. However, I believe the Son will melt down by itself someday. Moreover, I saw Angel's persistence when dealing with my stepbrother. The woman had a heart that sincerely loved the Son for a long time. I can feel it. Well, even though in some moments Angel had admitted plainly while still young. Who can guess the plan of the universe if now we are reunited in a different way. Perhaps it is my duty to return the Son to a more entitled side with him.

"Udah, you don't have to be busy thinking how I should. If the time is also sure to meet the right figure."

"Yes, I didn't fall into the wrong embrace. Do you know that you were stalked by a female wolf for a long time?"

"Cindy?" The Son's laughter instantly broke out as I referred to Cindy as a she-wolf. "That's also her concern for me."

"Well, there's a want. Where is he sincere," I said sewot. Not being able to hide the upset feeling every time he mentioned the name of the woman. From a long time ago, he was the source of the quarrel between me and the Son.

"He wants to get married, yes. There's no way I'm stuckin' wherever I go."

"Damn it, it's our turn to learn to accept the fact why he just wants to get married? Why not try it."

"Repent?"

"No really. We better be gini. Some of my guys are Korean artists, where do I want to change again lo."

"Damn. Oh, that's it, dare to bandingin' me with another guy now."

"Well, haven't I always wanted you to be with Arlan?"

We both fell silent before finally laughing together.

"Thank you, Yes."

"Because it was present in my life and did not decide to go again. You know, whatever it is, as long as you are beside me, I will continue to survive even in the worst conditions. Thanks for keeping me alive until now. Thanks for everything you've ever done for me. And, sorry .. I ... ."

"It wasn't your fault. We are both naive and assume that we will be together forever, right? There's nothing to regret, brother. That makes us learn, doesn't it, to not make the same mistakes in the future?"

I hold the Son's hand tightly. I know that's the biggest regret the Son has ever done. So too with me. However, we cannot repeat time and fix everything from the beginning, right? Not to repair what has been damaged or to defend what has been snatched.

The meeting ended at ten p.m. Nada Sumbang must return to the inn. Early in the morning, they have to start the tour for the next concert.

We parted with hugs. Warm. It's no longer exciting, but it makes me feel very comfortable. It was like being in the arms of a sister I had never felt before. Even when he kissed my forehead, there were no strange shakes that I used to feel. Perhaps, my heart has fully healed and filled it with another story.

"We will not meet for a long time, do not miss ya," said the Son when hugging me.

"Where the hell, he was told to remember as a longing. Which should I believe try?"

The son laughed as he ruffled my hair before finally driving me to Araz who chose to wait outside the tent.

"Jagain my brother yes, Bang. Later when we meet again, I hope you've called me as Brother," kelekar Putra responded to laughter by Araz.

"It would be strange, call you by the name, Brother."

"Hahaha .. iyeah, I am still cute gini, called Abang sama lo who is already amit-amit."

They laugh. There is no more confusion between the two.

In my heart I am grateful to have decided to go home in time and not to leave regret later.

"What's the hell?" asked Araz to surprise me who was pensive on the bench of the park beside the house.

"There's no, Mas. Just another keinget last night."

A smile carved on Araz's face that looked fresh after taking a shower. The man sat beside me and stretched his body.

"What made you think?"

"Let's see, suddenly just remember the incident last night and all the events that I've been through. I still don't think I'll be here long. In this house. Peace with the pain that I have been avoiding. Rejecting the fact that I'm the same Son .. yes, as Mas Araz knows heck."

"It's okay, you can cry if you want to cry," said Araz while looking at me. His statement provoked laughter. "Aren't you laughing? Didn't you just cry?"

"What the hell, Mas? Who wants to cry anyway. Gosh darn. I'm not that smart."

I hold my hand tightly. The man looked at me.

"If there is something that makes your heart sad, depressed, uncomfortable, anxious, or whatever it is, you tell me yes. Let me be sure that you consider me a part of your soul."

That guy always makes me blush. Either his words, his actions or even his often idle attitude suddenly.

"Thank you, Mum."

"Isn't that the son's last night?"

"Eh ... Did Araz hear?"

"Yes listen to dong. Including look also at the time you were hugging," replied casually without showing the slightest annoyed expression. I couldn't hide my wrong attitude. "Udah, don't feel guilty. I'm okay anyway. Just relax. The son was also willing that this little sister, I will take care of it until the end. Just so you want to promise me one thing."

"Tok being conditional gini anyway?"

"Would you or not?"

"Yes, what?"

"Stay smiling as warm as the morning sun, Kanya. Because that's what makes me sure you're mine. Your smile."

Really, I don't know how many sweet sentences Araz had, but every time the guy said it to me, it always managed to make me melt instantly. I promise, one day will definitely repay his actions that always make me blush.